[FanFic] Cursed (chapter 46)
Title: chapter46: Believe
Pairing: Mainly: Yoosu, Yunjae, Kimin
Author: BloodyRose
Rating: PG-13 / NC-17
Length: 46/?
Genre: angst,romance, fluff,comedy, drama, Greek god like, fantasy,happy ending
Warning/s: Yaoi, boyxboy
Summary: Junsu looked at his aunt
Junsu looked at his aunt, the part siren part mortal and pouted a little:' how do we get to the Pythia?'
'We must cross the ocean… she's on another island… we will need the god's help to do that and you must ask him to help us, he will listen to you for sure…' she began
Shaking his head as a no Junsu widened his eyes in shock; he wasn't going to do that
'But Junsu… if you believe the story I told you then you would know Yoochun shi is a good god, he always protected and loved you. Shindong is…'
'He got my family's souls, even my mom's, and he will torture them forever if I was to disobey him and go to Yoochun shi…'
'But…'
'They died for me…' Junsu began to sniff softly ' they gave me their lives… I can't be so selfish and make them suffer more for me to be happy… Junsu must save them… must save them and bring them back…'
Looking at Junsu still for a few minutes she blinked and frowned:' but you are being selfish right now… you are doing against their will'
'Wh…no I want to get them back, Junsu will get them back' Junsu frowned and stomped the sand with his feet angry, he wasn't being selfish! He wasn't!
'Yes you are… your mother, father and the lady who raised you… they all died to protect you, to make sure you're alive and happy yet now, you are throwing everything they worked so hard and died for away and going against their will by being so miserable and…'
'I'm not miserable!'
'Yes you are. I may lost my wings and got my icy heart melt down but I'm still a siren and I can feel your emotion, the aura you're having now, so sad and depressed, you're miserable because you're away from the one you love, a god or a mortal, being away from him will only make you miserable'
'I…' Junsu sniffed more now feeling his eyes burn so much, he wanted to cry, he wanted to shed tears until they dry but no tears trailed down, no tears came out… he couldn't cry anymore…
'Look at me…' she walked to Junsu and whispered holding his chin and raising his head to face her ' the Pythia can answer your question but she can't fix your heart, you won't be happy until you do as you were meant to do which is to take control of your own destiny, don't let others decide it for you, decide upon yourself'
'Decide upon myself?' blinked Junsu looking at the ocean
'Decide upon yourself, believe in yourself. Believe that you will make it and you will, it's all just about believing in yourself and your heart to make the right choices for you'
Junsu nodded his head again taking a step closer to the ocean; he touched the wet sand, up till now he tried to stay away from the ocean and not touch it but now he just walked to the point where the waves would just barely touch his toes and stood on the wet sand watching the ocean
⌊ ∴❀∴❀∴ The main temple, Olympus∴❀∴❀∴⌉
Yoochun was all gloomy looking at his brother as kibum went off to work on the weapon again; changmin and Yesung were together planning an attack on Shindong when Yoochun felt it, the twinkling jolts of energy running through his veins making him gasp in surprise and jump off his throne which vanished at once yet reformed the second he lowered himself to sit down on it again
'What happened?' jaejoong, the sharp eyed god didn't miss that
'He… touched the ocean' whispered Yoochun looking down upon the earth, all gods rushed to look but of course none could see the boy
'Are you sure?' frowned yunho
Yoochun nodded:' he's standing there, the waves are barely touching his toes but they are, he's there, I can sense him'
'If you say so' yunho shrugged, he will take Yoochun's word on the subject
'Then this means its working' smiled changmin
'What's working?' Yoochun asked at once
'I just thought that Junsu was brainwashed against us so he won't listen to us anymore, but maybe if someone he would consider family tried to talk to him he will understand. A siren has nothing to gain from it, but she cares for him, he's her nephew after all so she won't lie to him, the mortal blood in her veins makes her want to help the boy and he listens to her because he trusts her'
'And the attack Shindong launched against her was just perfect, it proved to the boy that Shindong wants to shut her up because he knew she was going to tell him everything'
'So he will come to me now?' asked Yoochun in a hoping, pleading tone
'He will, soon enough' jaejoong assured and Yoochun turned to look at changmin who nodded his head assuring Yoochun farther on
Smiling softly Yoochun sat down in his throne enjoying the nice sensation of the boy, he even made the waves go a little bit faster and more powerful trying to reach more to his lover and touch more, a soft smile spread wider on his lips as Junsu didn't pull away but stayed still in his spot allowing him to feel him and to enjoy him
⌊ ∴❀∴❀∴ The beach, Earth∴❀∴❀∴⌉
Junsu stood still for over half an hour, the water felt so nice around his feet reaching to his ankles now and giving him this calm, cool sensation that he couldn't help but love and adore
'You feel it, right?' she walked to him again
Junsu looked at her questionly
'You feel him through the water, I can tell, you feel like you're home, you feel calm and happy when touching the water. That is due to your mother's blood in you and to your heart asking you to be with the man it choose'
Junsu didn't answer; he only smiled shyly and looked down at his feet with pink blush in the face making her chuckle a little and walk closer to him taking his hand into her own
'What will you do now?'
Junsu pouted his lips and looked up:' we must go see the Pythia… ask her how to free them, how to make them safe so everyone would be happy…' Junsu whispered
'I'll take you to her' she smiled
'No… if he sees you then he will send to kill you, the god's won't manage to protect you all the time. Go away and hide and I'll go to her, he won't see or sense me so I'll be alright'
'But you don't know your way' she was afraid, worried about him and she didn't want to allow him to go alone
'Junsu will manage to reach her, he's a big boy now' Junsu pouted cutely and she couldn't help but chuckle
'I'll be there for you. You will only need to call my name' she whispered and picked up a shell from the shore, a small pretty shell that was almost in the shape of a heart and handed it to Junsu ' shells will bring your voice to me, whisper in this shell when you need me and I'll be there next to you at once wherever you were'
'Your name?' blinked Junsu realizing that up to this point he didn't know her name
'Elpida, it means hope' she smiled softly ' a name that doesn't fit a siren, one that brought death to men' she chuckled bitterly
'But it fits my aunt, the one who gave me a new hope in love and in saving my family' Junsu smiled softly and she smiled at him, the boy was so pure that she couldn't imagine anyone wanting to kill him or hurt him
Junsu looked at her, knitting his eyebrows together thinking hard, he really wanted to know but he hesitated, his heart was beating so fast as he gathered all the courage he could master and whispered in a low, shy voice:' what…was…err…?' he couldn't go on
'What was your mother's name?' she smiled understanding the question
Junsu nodded his head
'Agape _Αγάπη_ it means divine love. And I think she really lived up to her name, she gave everything to her divine love, you'
'Agape' whispered Junsu softly and Elpida nodded her head smiling at him
Repeating the name again and again as if wanting to make up to all those years he didn't know it, didn't say it, Junsu smiled happily and looked at her wondering again and again she seemed to understand him without him asking
'I'm sorry dear but I don't know his name. However I'm sure the god kangin knows it. Ask him when you can and he will tell you'
Junsu nodded his head, for some reason the world seemed a little bit brighter now, everything shined with hope as he repeated his mother's name over and over again in his heart wanting to carve it down in his heart and mind so he will never forget it
While watching the ocean and repeating his mother's name Junsu heard a familiar voice from the ocean, looking he saw his dolphin friend yet again holding a fish in his beak for him to eat, and happy or more like hyper now Junsu didn't hesitate but entered the water and took the fish patting the dolphin a little and thanking him while his aunt stood on the shore watching him with a smile
'Wh…why did it…?' Elpida asked as Junsu swam back to her
'It always brought me a fish a day to eat, since years ago' Junsu pouted sweetly again
'It was sent from the gods, you should thank them and you should thank the sea for sacrificing its babies, its fishes, for us to eat' Elpida spoke and Junsu obediently nodded his head.