[FanFic] Star Dust (Chapter 11)
Title: chapter 11: Dinner date
Pairing: Yoosu, Yunjae, Kimin
Author: BloodyRose
Rating: PG-13 / NC-17
Length: 11/??
Genre: angst,romance, fluff,comedy, drama, smut,happy ending
Warning/s: Yaoi, boyxboy
Summary: Junsu had spent all his day worried
Junsu had spent all his day worried, he was thinking nonstop about this date tonight he had with yoochun, why did he accept it? He was so nervous and he could not stop the feeling in his heart, he was sweating so much and he could not keep his focus for more than two seconds in a row without his thoughts jumping back to the night and what to was to come, he wondered about everything from what should he wear to what food yoochun would serve him and all, that his head started hurting by the end of the day and as junsu entered his apartment to rest he laid in his bed and just wondered some more
Bathed, dressed and worried junsu was standing in front of yoochun's main door, his knees weak and his heart beating like crazy not knowing what to do, he stood there for a few minutes gathering his courage to knock the door but somehow he could not reach out his hand and knock the door, somehow he was just too shaking and too afraid to do it
'I thought I should open and not wait for you to knock' the door suddenly opened and junsu startled
'I…' he blushed looking away, yoochun was dressed in simple dark jeans and a half buttoned white shirt, he just looked more handsome than before with the black frame glasses on his face giving him the smart image
'Come on in, don't be a stranger' yoochun stood aside making some way for junsu to enter
Entering the warm house junsu noticed how cold it was outside and how much he was shivering, he felt better now when in the warmness of the house, his heart felt a little bit more at ease too
'Sit down, I will get you some tea to warm you up, dinner would be ready in a minute' yoochun smiled softly and took junsu's coat off before walking away
Junsu took a deep breath and trembling he walked to the couch and sat down, a lot of papers were piled up together in the corner of the coffee table, it was obvious yoochun was just working on them and out of curiosity junsu reached out a hand and grabbed the paper on top and began to read the lines
She looked behind her again and again as she ran away into the rain, away from the house, away from the memories and away from the past, she sought forgiveness and to forget in the rain hoping it would wash off the blood on her hands, hoping it would mend her broken soul and her dead heart
From behind she could hear the yells growing fainter and fainter, she could see the darkness engulf her as she ran, she was getting farther away with every step, with every breath and with every tear yet it was not like she could erase her past, it was not like if she could change what she is, what she was born to be, it was tattooed in her deeper than the dark ink against her white skin, it was her nature, it was what made her hurt those whom reached out a helping hand to her, whom helped her when she was in need… it was not her, it was this thing in her yet still as she ran she knew that her past, the thing she is running away from now will come back to haunt her one day, but for now she would take whatever she can get, she will keep on running no matter what
Light glittered in front of her…
'I am still working on that'
The soft voice startled junsu causing him to jump up a little and drop the paper from his hand without finishing the last few lines on it
Walking to junsu yoochun handed him a mug of warm tea and picked the paper up placing it back on top of the pile while sitting beside junsu ' it's something new I was working on' he smiled softly
Junsu just nodded his head and whispered softly:' sorry… did not mean to…'
'It's alright, you're allowed to look and read as you please' yoochun smiled a little and sipped some of his tea and without thinking junsu just followed him drinking some of his tea too
'W… what happened to her… the girl?' junsu whispered pointing at the papers and looking away from yoochun
'She killed the man she loves… she killed him and ran away' shrugged yoochun
'Why?' blinked junsu not liking that
'She was born and raised as an assassinate, it is what she is' yoochun watched junsu's face studying his expressions and waiting for the retort that he knew was to come
'I don't like this' junsu frowned and looked away from the papers, he did not want to read some super sad love story
'It will end well though' yoochun smiled
'She killed the one she loves… it won't end well' junsu disagreed
Still smiling yoochun inched closer to the boy slowly not to scare him, he inched a little after each question so junsu won't notice until he was close to him, too close for junsu not to notice
Junsu raised up his head and looked, his eyes slightly wide as yoochun was too close to him, his heart stopped beating as yoochun took the mug out of his hands and laid it on the table alongside his own and at once he jumped on top of junsu kissing his lips like crazy forcing junsu to lay on the couch while he topped him lips connected and tongues battling together
Junsu could not resist, there was something in the man, his eyes or his odor or something in him that made junsu completely helpless against him and right now it was the same thing, junsu could not but relax and allow the man to kiss him again
A few minutes of hot kissing passed, yoochun was getting so turned on and he wanted more but as he was about to reach down for junsu's belt he stopped suddenly and pulled back from on top of the panting boy leaving him breathless on the couch panting
'I will go serve dinner' yoochun stood up and left the room at once leaving junsu frowning and pouting at the same time behind, junsu frowned that the kisses stopped, somehow he did not want them to stop and pouting because again he had given in without putting up any fight against the man and again he had kissed him and allowed him to kiss him, something that he had decided not to happen again
'Dinner is served, this way please' yoochun appeared back into the living room and spoke softly as if nothing just happened between them and as if the hot make out section did not take place
Frowning a little junsu stood up and walked behind yoochun to a small room beside the living room; entering junsu found a nice table prepared for two with a five course meal on it steaming hot and ready to be eaten
'I cooked so I hope you will like it' yoochun smiled and pulled the chair out for junsu to sit
Hesitating a little junsu took his seat and waited for yoochun to sit in front of him, now both seated to the same table yoochun smiled and began to eat, junsu took that as a signal to begin eating too and as he ate his salad he watched yoochun through the candle light and wondered how could he be so intimidating and yet so handsome at the same time
As they finished their main dish and were about to start with their chocolate cakes yoochun smiled softly and looked into junsu's eyes, all through dinner they had those small chats to get to know each other better but then yoochun looked into junsu's eyes and asked him seriously:' do you love me junsu?'
Junsu hesitated to this, he was confused himself but somehow the two glasses of wine he had drank with the food had made him relax and think with his heart instead of his mind or that it just drove him crazy like he knew it would not be something he would normally do but he nodded, he nodded his head as a yes and as he did yoochun's smile widened, a lot, and he grinned happily at junsu
'So…' junsu moved on not liking to be stuck at that point of the chat, the part where he announced his love for another girl that he did not even know about
'So…' yoochun pushed his chair a little bit closer to junsu's and still kept the same smile of his face, the smile that he wanted to eat junsu up
'Tell… tell me more about yourself' junsu tried pushing his chair a little bit backward away from yoochun as much as he could
'What do you want to know?' yoochun still kept moving closer
'What are you good at? beside writing, I mean' junsu tried backing into the wall now
'How about I show you something I am so good at?' yoochun smirked widely and junsu lost his voice, he knew this was to happen but still he was nervous and worried none less
'I…' junsu tried but his voice betrayed him
'Come' yoochun stood up and pulled on junsu's hand pulling him up as well
'My room, upstairs' yoochun hissed and began moving quickly pulling junsu behind him
Junsu followed yoochun, he allowed him to pull him into his bedroom knowing what was to happen there and it just drove him crazy not being able to fight yoochun off or push him away, it was unbelievable and junsu could not understand it
'I was waiting for this for so long' yoochun whispered pulling junsu up the stairs now
'I fantasized about you for too long, now it's time to try the real thing' he smirked evilly
Junsu blushed crimson, he could not feel his heart anymore, he was sure it had dropped somewhere on the stairs just now
Opening the door to his bedroom yoochun pushed junsu in and closed the door, he had unplugged the phone lines, turned his mobile off and locked the garden's gait so no one will enter, no one will drop by or call and no one will disturb him taking the boy tonight, he had thought about everything
'Mine' hissed yoochun pushing the afraid junsu on the bed and jumping on top of him forcing him to lay down on his back and capturing his lips with his own at once…