[FanFic] Star Dust (Chapter 19)
Title: chapter 19: Bitterness
Pairing: Yoosu, Yunjae, Kimin
Author: BloodyRose
Length: 19/??
Genre: angst, romance, fluff, comedy, drama, smut, happy ending
Warning/s: Yaoi, boyxboy
Summary: 'Well you see, it goes way back, before you two were born or even thought of' kangin began
'Well you see, it goes way back, before you two were born or even thought of' kangin began
'Don't…' leeteuk spoke up, not facing his son or anyone but looking at his untouched plate
'They got the right to know' kangin spoke up in a finalizing tone yet it had softness in it
'To know what?' junsu blinked now
'We were together back when we were at collage, even before that, when we were in high school. We met and became lovers' kangin spoke softly
Yoochun frowned softly knotting his eyebrows while junsu widened his eyes in shock
'We managed to hide it and keep the secret from our families until we went to college, then when we graduated from there they found out, they were suspecting for a while so they hired a privet investigator to find out and he got our pictures kissing and holding hands and all… they went crazy and decided to separate us' kangin paused
'And then?' yoochun did not seem shocked, if anything he seemed… worried?
Junsu was speechless, holding tightly on yoochun's shirt and looking at his father as if seeing him clearly for the first time
'Then they forced us to marry the women they choose for us, we did' kangin spoke
'You did not fight for your love?' yoochun did not seem convinced
'Kangin did…' leeteuk spoke softly for the first time
'Kangin?' yoochun blinked
'Me, we had nicknames for each other, I am kangin and he is leeteuk' kangin whispered softly and leeteuk nodded
'I fought it with all I could but they threatened to send leeteuk away… you see, back then leeteuk was sick, he needed a surgery in his heart and it cost a lot of money, if we did not marry the women they choose they were willing to sacrifice him and not go with the surgery and as they were willing to cut us off the will we won't have any money either'
Leeteuk looked so sad right now remembering that was not easy
'That is horrible' junsu whispered softly pushing more into yoochun's lap and yoochun knowing what his lover needed hugged him tighter securing him and telling him everything is alright now
'We got married and stopped dating, even though we did not marry out of love we refused to cheat on our wives, we decided to stay as best friends and we did not even meet a lot so that our families won't think anything of us, and then our fathers decided it was time for us to have kids' kangin paused again
'They forced us into it and you two were born, two boys two years apart' kangin smiled softly
'Things snowballed from that point' kangin went on ' my wife said that I was a good husband but not what she needed, she wanted someone to give her more and so she filed for divorce'
'And my wife died in that car accident ten years ago' leeteuk whispered
'We went back to be friend, no more, we decided to dedicate out lives to your two, we cut ties with our families and started our own works each in his field and our careers were perfect, we got enough money to raise you two and turn you into decent young men' kangin smiled
'But now?' yoochun asked
'Now that you two are together… it's just like…' leeteuk did not go on
'It's like fate giving us another chance, it's like history repeating itself all over again and that was why we accepted you two, we did not want to make you go through what we went through, we could not do that to you two knowing how much it hurts' kangin trailed on
'And now you will give it another go?'
'We…' leeteuk blushed, not knowing how to say that
'Do you think we are too old for that?' kangin blinked
'No!' junsu spoke up at once startling everyone ' not too old' he pouted cutely and both kangin and leeteuk smiled softly
'Yea, it's cool with us as long as you two won't marry before us so we won't turn into brothers, right baby?'
Junsu thought about that for a few seconds before he nodded his head agreeing with his lover with the same cute pout on his face
'Anyway, can I have some coffee now?' yoochun sighed and leeteuk blinked, smiled and rushed to get his son some coffee…
'Chunie~ sleepy~' whined junsu softly after yoochun had finished his coffee
'Let's go back home then' yoochun was about to stand up when his father spoke up ' why don't you stay for the night? Stay in junsu's old bedroom since you both are sleepy and I don't want you to drive when you're sleepy, just stay tonight and in the morning you can go back'
'Okay…night…' mumbled junsu and pulled yoochun to his old bedroom at once
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When he opened his eyes jaejoong found a strange bedroom around him, this was not his place so startled he was about to jump off the bed but the door opened and in came yunho holding onto a tray of breakfast in his hands
'Good morning' smiled yunho and sat on the bed laying the tray on jaejoong's lap
'W…' jaejoong was about to ask but yunho cut him off ' you drank too much last night and I brought you here, I asked my butler to change you since I did not think you would want me to do it, your cloth were soaking wet… I slept in the guestroom' yunho spoke softly
Jaejoong frowned and looked at his body; he was wearing a warm pair of white pajamas that were a size too big for him
'Eat something and change, your cloth are on the armchair beside the bed, I will wait for you downstairs in the living room' yunho smiled softly and walked out of the room
Jaejoong looked around him, the room was neat, a dark wooden floor countryside style and light green walls, there was this pretty golden chandelier just above the middle of the four posters king size bed which had a plain white sheets and a lot of pillows making it look cozy and comfortable which it was. The dresser, night stands, bed and everything was made out of dark wood and there were a big vase of white lilies that looked just as if real on the little wooden table between the two armchairs in front of the fireplace on the right side of the bed
On the other side of the bed was a wooden door which jaejoong guessed to lead to the bathroom and the dressed by the wall, farther more there was a wooden desk in front of the big window that had a laptop and some papers on, right in front of the bed beside the room's door was this tall TV stand/ bookshelves cabinet that had all yoochun's books beside some DVD cases, in the middle there was a huge flat TV and a DVD player, and some picture frames were placed, all of had pictures of yunho, yunho and yoochun, yunho and an old man which seemed like his father because he did resemble yunho somehow and in front of the cabinet there was this big fluffy white rug that made everything perfect
The room was neat and well decorated for jaejoong's taste, it did reflect yunho's personality and somehow it made jaejoong smile, looking down at the tray he saw toast, butter, hot tea, fresh orange juice, cheese, scrambled eggs and boiled eggs, pancakes and some bacon too each in separated plate and of course a red rose laying neatly beside the fork, knife and spoon at the right side of the tray
Being in this room, eating this breakfast and feeling this safe jaejoong felt like a prince, he liked this feeling, he was happy, he felt like a boy being spoiled at Christmas or his birthday and thinking that yunho made this himself, something that jaejoong was sure of for some reason, made him only feel more special and more safe around the man, something he did not feel for so long now, something he thought he will never feel ever again after what happened to him
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As the second day of filming began yoochun was sitting with junsu in his lap and the rest of the main staff as he explained the them which scenes they were to film today and how he wanted everything done, as he spoke yoochun was holding onto a cup of coffee and sipping from it, junsu was holding on his cup of coffee too and sipping some as well, it was coffee from his favorite bakery, yoochun had made a deal with them that the y will send him bagels and coffee for the entire staff for a chipper price because it will be daily for a month and they agreed to deliver everything to them so junsu was having his favorite breakfast everyday now and he could not be any happier except that today…
As yoochun spoke junsu sipped some coffee, he was in his lover's lap and was about to say something when he covered his mouth with his hands and made a bitter face
'What is it baby?' yoochun stopped talking and turned to look at junsu
'Bitter… no sugar…' junsu whined forcing himself to swallow what was in his mouth but still he pushed the cup away
'No sugar? That must be mine, here, switch with me' yunho popped out of the nowhere and handed junsu his cup, nodding his head junsu just switched the cup feeling the bitterness in his mouth and feeling a little weak in the body, probably because of the dark coffee and its bitter sour taste
Taking the cup yunho did not sip from it but walked away:' yoochun I will leave things to you for now, I got a meeting in the company'
Shrugging and not caring much yoochun went on with his talk but still glancing at junsu every now and then, for some reason he felt something was not right with his lover today, something was different with him
'Ok, let's start with the makeup and cloth, prepare the scene and let's film' yoochun ended his speech and everyone rushed to his work, junsu jumped off yoochun's lap and was about to fall feeling a sudden weakness in the legs
'Baby did you catch a cold from last night?' yoochun asked worried feeling junsu a little bit warm
'I'm okay… will be fine…' junsu assured him and smiled softly, softly yet still a little bit weakly not assuring yoochun so much
As junsu walked to get dressed and get his makeup and hair done yoochun walked around the set making sure everything was alright, walking past the food corner he saw something strange, something that made him hesitate, the cups were labeled, each cup of coffee had its owner's name on it and junsu's cup for sure had his name on it so how come it had no sugar, a mistake maybe? Thinking about it again yoochun shrugged and did not care much, it must be a mistake. What else could it be?