[FANFIC] Cafe In Love (Chapter 23)
Title: Yes, No: Chapter 23
Pairing: Yoosu, Yunjae, Kimin
Author: BloodyRose
Length: 23/??
Genre: angst, romance, fluff, comedy, drama, smut, happy ending,
Warning/s: Yaoi, boyxboy
Summary: 'Hyung, I'm back!!' echoed in the house and the door opened
'Hyung, I'm back!!' echoed in the house and the door opened
Junsu looked up to see a smiling eunhyuk turn pale white as his eyes widened, his entire body stiffened as he looked at junsu with the papers beside him, one of them still on the floor
'H…hyung…I…'
'Is this true?' junsu frowned; all this was giving him such a headache
Eunhyuk nodded his head softly, tears threatening to trail down any second now
'And…' sense was rushing to him now as if he knew the answers already, as if it was that simple and easy, as if he knew the answers from the start ' and my mother knew about this?'
Eunhyuk didn't answer, junsu didn't need him to, it was so simple, his mother wouldn't have allowed a total stranger into their house like this, of course she knew the truth already and he, only he, was naïve enough not to suspect the whole thing
Junsu stood up and walked out of the room, his expression stony. Eunhyuk rushed to his side at once sniffing, sobbing and begging him to hear him out, but junsu wasn't going to do it, he wasn't going to be mocked again, never
'Su, I'm ba…what happened?' the smiling Mrs. Kim who just walked upstairs froze looking at the scene in front of her, junsu looking so cold and eunhyuk crying, she knew at once that what she always feared happened, she didn't know what to say
'Su, honey, hear us out, it's not like what you think… eunhyuk just needed a…'
'I don't want to hear it!!' junsu spat and walked downstairs, he opened the door and walked out not caring about the rain. Not caring about the coldness nor about anything as he walked, the store key's which were still in his pocket with his wallet were the only thing on him, junsu didn't have even his mobile on
Walking and walking it was a few streets before junsu began to think straight, before he began to notice things, notice how the streets were empty, like how he was shivering from head to toe, like he was all soaking wet, and most importantly like how he was wearing only his socks on without any boots or slippers
Junsu frowned and rushed to the store, as he rushed he didn't look carefully, he was looking down at his socks hoping they won't tore or rip before he reaches a shoe store or something that he didn't notice the strange body in front of him, he didn’t' notice the man walking his way and he ran into him
They both fell on the ground, they both looked up and junsu blinked, there was the jerk looking at him, his wet coat now stained with some coffee that junsu appeared to have made him drop on himself
Junsu frowned, he didn't move, he was ready for the yells, for the fight, he actually wanted it to happen, he wanted to fight someone, to feel the energy and the yells, he wanted to vent his anger out on someone, on the stranger
'Are you alright?' the stranger's voice sounded worried, soft and…and familiar
Junsu looked at the man as if seeing him clearly for the first time in his life, this couldn't be, this couldn't really be the truth, this jerk? He was… junsu could never forget the voice in that clip and it was exactly the same voice he just heard, he was sure of it
'YOU!!' junsu yelled out, standing up and rushing to the boy, slamming his fist so hard in his face making his mouth bleed as he looked up at him
'YOU'RE THE JERK!!!' junsu yelled out 'MICKY!!'
The look in the stranger's eyes changed now, he stood up and allowed the rain to wash the blood off his mouth, he didn't bother to do it himself but looked at junsu straight into the eyes, he could see the look inside of them, he knew he needed to explain a lot of things now
'I…' he took a deep breath ' we need to talk'
Junsu didn't answer; his body was shivering like crazy now. He looked at the jerk, at micky, and began to walk. His shop was just around the corner now. Micky followed him, afraid, he was never as afraid as now, what if he refused to allow him and Xiah to be together? What if he did something stupid to hurt himself and Xiah with him?
Entering the shop junsu turned on the lights and went to get something to dry himself, as he didn't have a towel here he settled for the blanket on the bed, wrapped it around his body and turned the heater on
'Listen' Micky began ' this is complicated but I am micky' he took a deep breath ' I am another personality inside yoochun, the man you always fight with'
Junsu blinked, what the hell is another personality? Was he kidding him?
'I live inside yoochun's body, two souls in one body you may say, he never knows anything about me and I don’t know about him… most of the time'
Junsu blinked, he sat down, he couldn't stay standing up, he couldn't deal with all this at the same night
'Inside of you… there is Xiah, my lover; he's another personality of you just as I am of yoochun. When we meet and come out that's when you and yoochun have those blanks in your memories, you wake up to find yourselves in a different place, in a weird situation…you can feel out feelings if they were so strong, like when Xiah is really happy you would feel strangely good. If he's down then you would feel somehow down too, you won't know why but you would…'
Junsu looked at the man, another person in him? That would explain a lot of things, as Micky said, it would explain the blanks and the weird feelings, it would also explain why he didn't remember the clip or any of it, it was because it wasn’t him! It was this other jerk inside of him!
'So what? I'm crazy? Is that's it?'
'No… it's just because you always cared about being the good boy more than you cared for your feelings, you would do anything so people would point at you and say what a good boy you are that you neglected love completely, you would marry whoever girl your mother choose for you as long as she's from a good family, so people would agree to the marriage, you won't care if you're happy or not. And so is yoochun, he's always busy with his hotels around the world to care for true love, just as you he neglected his feelings and shut them down, that's why we came, we want love, we want to find love and be happy, and when you two met by accident I could see Xiah in your eyes as he could see me in yoochun's. we fell for each other from the first sight, Xiah is my life' micky made that point clear when he looked at junsu in the eyes with such a strong, confident look that pierced his soul
Junsu could feel shi heart shivering with excitement now, this wasn't him, this was Xiah for sure, junsu didn't know how he felt about a stranger inside of him in love with someone else, kissing him with his lips, touching him with his hands and sleeping with him with… oh god, the idea made junsu feel like vomiting
'You can't separate us… we're…' micky began
'No' junsu frowned
'What?'
'No, you can't touch my body; you can't hug my body, kiss it, have it or even think of it! It's my body, it's my decision and you can't have it' junsu stood up looking coldly into micky's eyes
Micky stood up as well, he looked into junsu's eyes, his worst feeling were coming to life, he wasn't going to take this
Micky tried to reach for the man, to see his lover behind the angry man but junsu jerked his body away from him and yoochun could see Xiah pleading, begging inside junsu's cold eyes
'Leave or I would call the police, you will never come near me again or I'll get a restraining order against you!'
Micky fell on his knees begging the boy, pleading with him but junsu looked away and walked to the door, held it open and waited as the man stood up and walked out, it was over
Locking the door behind Micky junsu sat on one of the beds, the blanket still wrapped around his body and looked at the nothing, at the darkness, he felt tears trailing down his face, he felt sadness inside of him like never before and he felt like he wants everything to end and for the pain to stop
Junsu laid down and closed his eyes, he couldn't sleep, he could hear the clock ticking with every second, he was counting them, hoping he would fall asleep soon but it wasn't working, he finally opened his eyes again and looked at the clock, it was a little past midnight now, he sighed and walked to the counter, still wrapped by the blanket he brought an armchair more comfortable than the chair he had there and sat down, turning the laptop there on he began surfing the internet, he looked it up, DID was an uncommon thing but it exist and the doctors all agreed that avoiding it, fighting it wouldn't be smart, it would lead to other complications, and maybe to create other identities and make things worse, the best thing is to try and understand it, unit with it to solve the problem
'AS IF!!' junsu yelled and slammed the laptop shut, he would never agree to what Xiah is doing, no, no, no!
Hearing the soft knock on the store's door junsu looked, eunhyuk was there crying and shivering, standing in the rain and looking at him pleading him to open up, junsu didn't move, the lights were off, he could act as if he didn't see the boy but he knew the boy saw him, he knew he was looking at him, eyeing him and junsu swore, for the first time in such a long time he swore out loud and walked to the door:' what?'
Eunhyuk didn't answer, he just stood there shivering, crying and looking at junsu with guilt filled eyes pleading him
Junsu didn't have the heart to leave him out, he didn't have the heart to turn back and leave him looking like this in front of the store, he just opened the door and allowed him in
'Please… please hear me out… please…I'll explain, tell you what happened…then I'll leave you alone… please…'
'Yes, No, maybe!'
Eunhyuk looked lost
'Yes I will hear you out, no you won't tell me what happened, you will tell me everything and about you leaving, that would be decided later on' junsu frowned, eunhyuk just nodded and took a deep breath, he began to talk
'I… had a car accident, around the end of last year… I needed blood transform, but I got a very rare blood issue, they couldn't find a matching blood for a while… I thought it would end like this, I would die… but then they found it, in Seoul's hospital blood bank, a boy had just donated it that day and I was saved…'
Junsu frowned, he listened some more…