[FANFIC] Cafe In Love (Chapter 34)
Title: Admit & Accept: Chapter 34
Pairing: Yoosu, Yunjae, Kimin
Author: BloodyRose
Length: 34/??
Genre: angst, romance, fluff, comedy, drama, smut, happy ending,
Warning/s: Yaoi, boyxboy
Summary: 'Running away?' a voice from behind startled him that he dropped his mobile on the ground…
'Running away?' a voice from behind startled him that he dropped his mobile on the ground…
He didn’t look back, he didn't dare to, his face all red now and his palms sweating even though he was feeling cold chills go down his spine
The man sighed, reached a hand and held his wrist; with one quick move he flipped him around forcing him to face him
Junsu looked up, as much as he didn't want to, he still looked up. Junsu gulped at once seeing a topless yoochun wearing a loosely buttoned, low cut pants and looking at him, his hair still a little messy indicating he just woke up
'You're running away from me junsu?' yoochun asked in English, his tone strange, it was serious, sad and determined all together
Junsu still didn't answer, he tried to softly free his wrist from yoochun's grip but couldn't, yoochun held onto him too tightly
'I…must go…I…' junsu began, looking everywhere but at the man in front of him
Yoochun didn't listen, he didn't want to listen to this rubbish, he held on junsu tighter and pulled him back into his suite locking the door behind him
Once in the suite again junsu shivered a little more, as his eyes fell on the bed he couldn't but feel his face burning up, his entire body was burning up
'You're running away today' yoochun began, in Korean this time
Junsu didn't answer
'You won't run away normally, you would say they are they and we are we' yoochun reminded junsu, junsu began chewing on his bottom lip nervously
'Look at me junsu!' yoochun pulled junsu into his hands, hugging him softly, looking at him up close and smelling him, this felt so nice, he understood why micky wanted his lover all the time, why he was so horny all the time, it felt so good to have the boy in his hands that he never wanted to free him
Junsu obeyed for once, he looked up into yoochun's eyes, his body felt so lighter now when in yoochun's hands, it felt home at last, he felt his heart beating so fast in his chest, felt it warning him never to break the contact, to stay like this forever. It would be nice to stay like this forever, he knew it, but would it be possible, to leave everything behind and just stay like this forever, to let their souls and bodies freeze in time forever like this, engulfed in each other
'You're a cowered baby' yoochun chuckled in English this time
Junsu frowned, this he understood in English, and he didn't like it
'You remember what happened last night, that's why you're running away today, why you're blushing like this, why you're shivering in my hands, isn't it?' yoochun whispered in junsu's ear softly, in a sweet voice pleading him not to deny it
Junsu didn't answer at once, why was yoochun saying this? Did he too remember what happened last night? Did he too remember everything? Did he too feel all those feelings and happiness wash over him, take him to heaven?
'It was amazing…you were amazing…' yoochun began ' I understand why micky is so in love with Xiah now, I understand why I am so in love with you now'
Junsu bite his lower lips so harshly it bled, how could he answer this? How was he supposed to answer? Junsu felt like if he forgot how to talk now? He couldn't even manage to open his mouth and let a sound out, he was in such a huge shock he was frozen
'You remember the touches baby, he sounds and the feelings? Remember how amazing everything was?' yoochun asked again
Junsu's mind was still trying to take in everything, he couldn't muster any power to talk or reply, especially to such a question
Yoochun smirked; even thought junsu didn't replay his blush, the way his body shivered in his hands, his speechless state, all told him he remembers, he remembers all those things for sure
'Admit it baby, admit it su' yoochun whispered, he was determined to hear the boy admit it
Junsu snapped back to reality, not by the constant nags and orders from yoochun that he should admit he remembers but by hearing the last word yoochun said, the name, the two letters he called him with, su, a pet name, somehow it made him snap back to reality
'Tell me!' yoochun demanded still
'I…' junsu looked away ' I can't…it's just… I…' junsu didn't know what to say
Yoochun didn't like this, junsu's tone wasn't what he had hoped for, this didn't seem good
'What is it? Tell me?' yoochun insisted, he needed to know what was ruining his happiness, his chance of eternal happiness
'I…I need time, this…' junsu shook his head a little, this was the first time he was feeling something like this, he didn't want to rush into it and ruin everything, he wanted to take things slowly
'I need time…I never… before… this is all…I…'
Yoochun sighed; he seemed to understand what junsu needed to say
'We can take things slowly' yoochun whispered in his ear and junsu looked up at him, pleading him with his looks
'We'll start with something simple' yoochun whispered again, trying his best so his Korean would be good, and that junsu would understand him
'We'll start by you admitting that you remember what happened last night an accept it'
Junsu didn't speak, this was the beginning? Wasn't the beginning supposed to be easy? This was the hardest part of all
'I felt you behind Xiah last night, I felt you every time micky and xiah touched each other, I saw you in his eye, I know you felt it too, I know you saw it too' yoochun whispered softly ' all the time, I felt you there, like if it was you and me, not them, like if it was us making love not them, it drove me insane, the feeling was so amazing that I never wanted it to stop, this was the best ever'
Junsu blushed even darker, this talk was making his heart feel about to explode, his entire body was melting and his brain had shut down or something, he was just there against yoochun's body, still allowing the boy to hug him and just listening to him sweet talk him
Yoochun looked at junsu and so did junsu, they looked at each other and didn't look away, they looked as if drowning in each other's eyes, slowly they lent in toward each other, their lips still didn't touch, so close yet not touching, there was about a couple of centimeters between them when…
'Hyung!! Are you here?' there was a knock on the door
Startled junsu pulled away and out of yoochun's hands, he looked toward the closed door, his breathing was too shallow, his body was shivering and his face was so red
'Go into the bathroom, calm down and come out again' yoochun whispered, frowning a little as he didn't get his kiss
Junsu obeyed, he didn't know what else to do so he obeyed and rushed into the bathroom
Yoochun pulled a blanket and a pillow and dumped them onto the couch so it would look as if someone slept on it, he then walked to his closet and pulled a t shirt on before he went to the door and unlocked it
'Yoochun shi' eunhyuk bowed a little, donghae behind him just waved his hand a little and smirked at him
Yoochun smiled and allowed them both in, he went and sat on the couch again
'Where's hyung? His mobile is on the floor in the hallway' eunhyuk frowned showing yoochun the mobile in his hand
'Bathroom' yoochun mumbled lazily, he reached for the phone and ordered breakfast for four
A few minutes passed before junsu walked out of the bathroom, he walked to his brother at once and sat down beside him, he took back his mobile and was about to say something, about to tell eunhyuk they should leave when yoochun spoke first:' I ordered breakfast, eat something before you go'
Junsu was about to object but eunhyuk answered for him:' hyung we should eat, I'm hungry' the little boy pouted and rubbed his belly a little
'You remind me of someone' yoochun blinked eyeing the boy ' I can't seem to remember who'
'Changmin shi, he's yunho shi's adopted son, he helps at the café sometimes and he's always after jaejoong shi begging for some cupcakes or something to eat' junsu mumbled softly
'Oh right, the tall boy' yoochun nodded and smirked
Junsu nodded
'Eunhyuk is cuter' donghae snickered under his breath; yoochun looked at him and cracked an eyebrow. Donghae just shrugged and went to open the door
'Can I use your bathroom?' eunhyuk asked and yoochun nodded and pointed. Now, with donghae opening the door for the room service and the little boy in the bathroom he had his chance, he had to be quick but whatever, at least he would be able to do it
Yoochun rushed to junsu's side and at once, in less than a second he was kissing it, junsu blinked, the kiss attack was over as quickly as it started but it left a smirking yoochun and a slightly blushing junsu who was feeling so light and cheerful
'Here we go' donghae walked back into the room pushing the food trolley in front of him just as eunhyuk walked out of the bathroom, yoochun smirked and pulled junsu to sit to the small dining table while donghae served the food, he made it that junsu would sit beside him leaving eunhyuk to sit beside donghae and in front of his hyung
Sitting beside the boy to the table where no one would see them from the a little above the waist and down yoochun knew he would have another chance to have some quality time with the boy. Sure it won't be taking things slowly exactly, but, he could worry about that later, now he needed to have some contact with the boy…