[FANFIC] Cafe In Love (Chapter 43)
Title: The right place: Chapter 43
Pairing: Yoosu, Yunjae, Kimin
Author: BloodyRose
Length: 43/??
Genre: angst, romance, fluff, comedy, drama, smut, happy ending,
Warning/s: Yaoi, boyxboy
Summary: Junsu opened his eyes
Junsu opened his eyes, he was in yoochun's bed and his lover was beside him, yet now there were other people with him, eunhyuk and his mother, donghae too
Yoochun was the first to notice him waking up, he reached to him quietly and brushed some locks of hair out of his face, junsu smiled weakly at him and looked at him still, he didn't move, he didn't do anything, not sure if he want everyone knowing he was awake
'Hyung, you're awake' eunhyuk noticed and rushed to junsu's side
With this, junsu didn't have any chance left in pretending being asleep, he sat up and leant against yoochun allowing the man to hug him and pull him closer
'Here you go honey' his mother handed him a mug of hot tea, junsu took it and sipped a little, he felt better now
'Thank you' he whispered in yoochun's ear, the man smiled at him and hugged him tighter
'I…' eunhyuk began ' the doctor called… they're going to discharge him tomorrow's morning and…'
'And I said they can bring him to our place so we can take care of him till he's better' Mrs. Kim finished eyeing junsu, wanting to see his reaction this news
Junsu didn't react, he merely shrugged and sipped some more tea
'You're okay with it, you're okay to live with him in the same house?' Mrs. Kim sounded a little shocked
'I'm staying with chunie anyway' junsu whispered softly
'But hyung I need you with me' eunhyuk began ' I can't do this alone… please~' eunhyuk tried again and again, junsu didn't answer
Handing the mug to yoochun and watching as he placed it on the nightstand junsu didn't answer, why should he do this? Why should he be with this man after all the pain he had been through?
'I can’t be around him…' junsu spoke, his voice was dripping with pain ' …I can't forgive him…'
'It's all because of me… I went without telling him and…' Mrs. Kim whispered, her voice was broken
'No it's not!' junsu rushed to defend his mother ' if you didn't you know his parents would have forced you to have a miscarriage, you said it yourself before' junsu yelled shivering in yoochun's hands
'It's no one's fault' yoochun stated
'Aunt, su just needs some time… he'll give it a try when he's ready, till then he would be staying here with me, you're welcomed to visit, any time' yoochun spoke softly
Mrs. Kim sighed and nodded, seeing the coldness junsu was treating his father with, seeing the hurt and the pain in both their faces made her heart bleed with guilt, she couldn't stop thinking it was her entire fault, her mistake that junsu is paying for now
'Hyung…' eunhyuk spoke softly ' I… when dad came… hae was just saying goodbye… he didn't do anything that you didn't allow'
Junsu blinked, he didn't even think about this
'Good, as long as he's in line we don't have a problem with him' yoochun hissed
'Since when do you order us around?' donghae hissed
'Since I'm the lover of your lover's elder brother, which means I can influence my lover who is your lover's elder brother and so he can influence his brother who is your lover and so my friend I can make your life so complicated when I want to, better show some respect' yoochun grinned
Donghae blinked, he and everyone frowned, they took about a minute or so just to understand what yoochun said and meant, when they did they burst out laughing, donghae frowned deeply. Yoochun did have a point and from what he knew it wasn't that fun to be controlled by yoochun, he would make your life miserable when you go against him
'Chunie is a bad boy' junsu whispered in yoochun's ear, his tone was so low that it was only yoochun who heard it
'I'll show you how bad I am later baby' yoochun whispered back, he liked the blush on junsu's face now; it made him smirk like an idiot, he waited to have the boy alone, he'll not hold back then
'Hyung…' eunhyuk began again ' can… can eunhyuk stay with me tonight? If you're not there too I…' eunhyuk blushed a little
Junsu looked at yoochun and yoochun nodded:' a sniper would be positioned outside your window'
Donghae bit his tongue not to say something he might regret
Eunhyuk pouted but didn't object, as long as he could stay with his lover for the night, as long as he didn't have to be alone, he didn't object
Time passed and it became night became day, junsu was in yoochun's lap again, he stayed there all the time, for hours now, ever since everyone left him alone with yoochun, and as they slept, woke up, showered and had breakfast, he always was in yoochun's arms and now finally, in the office he was sitting in yoochun's lap while yoochun was working on some contracts
Junsu sighed and shifted a little, again, he wanted to get out of here, walk in the rain or something, yet he didn't want to leave yoochun's lap, so it was impossible
Yoochun, however, noticed his lover's reaction and placed the papers down, he smiled and reached for junsu, held his waist and together they stood up:' how about we go get some café?'
Junsu nodded smiling a little now:' can we walk?'
'Sure baby, just grab another jacket first so you would be warm enough' yoochun smiled and junsu nodded, soon the two of them were walking hand in hand toward the café, as they walked junsu eyed the road he knew would take him home, to where his mother and eunhyuk were, to where he was and he felt unable to breathe, he inched closer to yoochun and walked with him
The café was closed, they both frowned and were about to turn around and leave when they saw him, yunho was holding the trash and walking out of the café, to throw it
Yunho noticed them for sure, because he smiled and rushed to them:' hey you two'
'Hi' yoochun smiled a little
'Yunho shi~ why is the café closed today?' junsu pouted
'Oh jae boo is decorating for Christmas, you two can come in, we still have some coffee and cupcakes' he smiled and opened the door for them, they grinned and rushed in
'Hello' jaejoong rushed to them ' come on in, I just baked a small tray of cupcakes' he smiled ushering them in and to their usual table, yunho added some chairs again and they all sat down
It only took a few minutes before jaejoong noticed the sadness in junsu's eyes, he smiled a little and asked him if everything was alright, just as yunho handed them their mugs of coffee
Junsu didn't know whether it was because of the coffee or because he needed to get if off his chest that he talked and told the two men everything
'I see' jaejoong smiled weakly and sadly now, as if he knew what junsu was going through ' and you're so tired, you're tired of hating him, you're tired of blaming him and you just want everything to vanish, right?'
Junsu nodded his head, wondering how did jaejoong know that
'I felt the same thing… about my dad' jaejoong explained softly ' we used to fight all the time, mom died giving birth to me and I thought he always blamed me for it, I hated him for it, I hated him for choosing me over her when he had the chance to save her… when he had the chance to keep her alive… I hated him for dating again and living like nothing happened…' jaejoong's bitter smile pierced junsu's soul, this was almost like his story
'What happened then?' junsu finally asked
'He died… he died and I couldn't tell him that I loved him, that I had forgiven him a long while ago, that I wanted him in my life and missed him… it was too late then… he was…gone' jaejoong's bottom lip trembled a little as he spoke
'It takes too much energy to hate, you have to keep reminding yourself of why you hate him, you have to keep on finding bad stuff in him to point out, you always have to screw up in everything to blame him for it all… it's easier to forgive, to let it go and began a new… a lot easier…'
Junsu didn't answer to this, how could he forget everything that simple?
'It's not simple… but when you do it, you would feel so much better' jaejoong spoke, as if reading what's in junsu's mind
Junsu pouted and looked at yoochun for support as if hoping he would tell him what do now
'How about this baby, we will try to go to the house, we won't but we will go closer every day, finally when you're ready to enter you will talk to him, we'll make sure a doctor is there and ready, and you will finally be able to forgive him' yoochun whispered
Junsu thought about it and nodded a while later; this might be a good idea, as long as it gives him time to think of everything
'But for now…' yoochun began smiling ' you're in the right place baby, in my hands' he grinned and kissed junsu's palm making the boy blush
'…I told you no…' the door opened and two men entered, yoochun blinked and so did everyone. There was changmin and kibum hand in hand trying to sneak into the café
'Why the hell aren't you at work?' yoochun yelled, pointing at kibum
'I…' kibum froze; obviously this was the last place he expected to find his boss at
'He's with me!' changmin hissed, his voice was weird, everyone noticed, he seemed distant and odd, not the usual, filled with energy voice they all were used to…