OK YA KNOW WHAT YOU WRITE SPECIFICALLY WHAT YOU SAID YOU RE QUOTE ME I WILL BE GLAD TO POST HERE ON MY JOURNAL YOU CORRECT WORDS!!! OH WAIT IF YOU WERE MINDING YOUR OWN BUSINESS IT WOULDNT BE A PROBLEM WOULD IT? BUT HEY REALLY YOU RE TELL WHAT IT IS YOU WANT POSTED HERE CORRECTLY ...PLEASE LADY LEAVE ME ALONE!

Some times i sit up late at night and think about what is wrong with me... Theres always a list. Not that i am going to bother with that list now... I hate my self right now... I talked to some one tonight... i asked her if she was the one leaving posts on my site.... she was well fine... whats the difference? right? So any ways given my own fault ( Read more... )

I dont mean to be sefish and im sorry you see me that way.. i will admit i was but im trying here as i said im not perfect... I try to be the best friend i can be to him, your right in thinking that i didnt have his bet interest at heart when i told him i loved him, people do make mistakes right? what is a wold without taking chances, i took a ( Read more... )

clearly you didnt read the above post buy hey what can i expect i cant say i care i did figure some thing novel out about my self last night after reading a post.... i never ever listen and hear what i people tell me till im good and ready to hear it..believe me he told me 95 thousand times when he was leavign for the Navy i swore he didnt tell me ( Read more... )

Weird i thought the day i would be told it could never ever work with us i would be crushed depressed or osem thing and part of me did sorta "wither" i guess but part of me is glad that i dont have to wait for that answer any more..i guess, i dunno there is a guy i met yesterday air force guy, 22 name of Jason, really nice and hes a christian all ( Read more... )

Though we know that the blood flow dosent solve our problems we tear at our skin like pure massachists and it drains the pain from our souls and hearts. Bleeding ankles, bleeding arms, bleeding wrists, bleeding hearts, blood trails all leading to the cruelty of our own opinons and thoughts. Sitting in dark corners, in the bath tub, in bed, or on ( Read more... )

I Dont Want Your Apologies ( Read more... )

YA know i just read a very brave girls journal... Shes alot like me it seems... It seemed every one at her site had the same thing in common. "PAIN" It also occured to me that i have been holding a grudge for a long time on a certain some one that i no longer have the energy to bother with so my "grudge" has been "lifted". Any ways i havent been ( Read more... )

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Self-Injury: You are NOT the only one.
Monday, March 1, 2004 is SI Awareness Day.

And so here i am my party is in a few days really nervous aboutit though ( Read more... )