Take that!!

[bloodysnowabumi]

Hahaha, I made it to my bedroom and now I'm on my computer!! Yeah, my mom will be fuckin' pissed once she gets home and finds me up here but I don't care. It took me a whole hour to climb the stairs and I hurt like hell but it was worth it because I just want to sleep in my own bed again. The couch wasn't meant for sleeping o_O it's a freakin'

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[chronicpms]

Zaku... I'm hoping that you DON'T get this, because that means you went upstairs again and checked your mail. But, if you're reading this and you're STILL injured, I'm going to be really upset at you! You know I want you to get up and move around to start healing, but stop pushing your body past its limits right now, Zaku.

Don't worry about running away anymore, because now you're back and that's all you need to worry about. I'm sorry to hear that the breathing exercises hurt, but you're getting better. Stop feeling bad about the past though, ok? Now the only thing we should focus on is... the future...

Those dreams are graphic and terrible, and I wonder if they mean anything. I'm not one to focus on the meaning of dreams, but maybe you should talk to someone about them that could understand and tell you what they think about it? I'm concerned about you. So please take care of yourself. And... know that you are never alone. ilu.

[bloodysnowabumi]

Heh, my mom is letting me stay up here. She doesn't want to go through the trouble of dragging me back down again, so don't be upset! D: I haven't been pushing my body at all since I got up here, I swear!

Okay, I'll try. I just still feel like a total idiot about it. The future? I suppose so...

ALL my dreams have been like that! Is it not normal? I wanted to talk to my mom about them but... I can't seem to.