Clevelandmosh: im here ( Read more... )

for a while, this will be a friends only journal, since some REALLY grotesque, sexually-diseased, and mentally fucked people have decided to start reading it. fun times.

go away

All my life is on me now, hail the pages turning ( Read more... )

dude, i knew some variation of the word 'fuck' was gonna be on there, i couldn't stop laughing when i saw it at #67. at least it wasn't in the singular digits, or even in the top 50, whew ( Read more... )

he has lost that dark cloud that hung over him for so long, that scared me and made me afraid that he had changed into that person permenantly

his smiles and kisses were sweet and the love was true. when we held each other, all i could feel was the joy ricocheting around inside my brain.

i'm coming to wayne tonight, too bored to stay home.

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 i talked to amber from razor_kisses last night for a while, and she made me feel better. i owe much thanks to her.

in helping me put together a desk in my room, for some reason my father was using a razor, and left if on one of my nightstands. it's mine now. finally, a proper one. no more sawing and hacking at my skin with butcher and steak ( Read more... )

i don't want to hurt anymore.

tonight will not be a good night. that much i know.

i made a mistake that was not a good one to make. someone sent me a text message last night around 11:10 pm, saying 'miss you kitten.' and i instantly thought it was tom, borrowing someone's cell phone to make the message. and even though it made me a bit angry and ( Read more... )

my parents are definately feeling bad for me.

they haven't made us clean anything this whole weekend. i haven't picked up a vaccum, a windex bottle, or a sweepa the whole weekend. that has to be some kind of record in our family.

it was decided early on that we would have a little family picnic. i appointed myself official desert maker, and baked ( Read more... )