bloodyxbert

something is amiss this day.
something someone some it.

it is off.

i miss you.
you havent called when you said you would.
it worries me.

i'm scared.
today does not feel right.
and it is raining.
it has been awful quiet.
something has changed.
something has moved the wrong way.
our bodies sense it.
the animals sense it.
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bloodyxbert Aug 25, 2009 23:44

and this attachment is detached.

im
a hurtin

big time.

i like you and i hate myself
b/c then he likes me cause i let it all go
i let him take over and all i could think about was you

god its silly.
when will you get off my mind.
please get off my mind.
please get off my mind.
please.
spencer.
i
like
you.

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bloodyxbert Aug 20, 2009 18:35

this is it

i'm going to miss you so much.
i'm going to miss it all
can we, would we, please, start over?
from day one.
4th of july.

the introductions
the drinking
the painting
the love
the sex
the dancing
the kissing
the wanting
the want...

can i could i please
have you all over again?

and you
could i please just say NO

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bloodyxbert Aug 12, 2009 14:05

dammit

i
messed
up
big time.

and im pretty sure i know why.
i like the attention for one.

two.
i miss spencer rilly rilly bad.
and every time im with sean
i wish it was spencer.
fml.
fmlfmlfmlfmlfml.
shit
godammit.
fuck.

i should have ended this sooner.
much sooner.
oh man.
i should not have said yes.

crap.

spencer i really like you
and i wish you didnt leave.
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