Perfection.

[bloodyxinsanity]

I am getting sick of listening to everyone's rules.
I want to just open up, and truly become myself; I mean, I don't understand why my parents are so strict. They're trying relentlessly to force me into perfection

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[bloodyxinsanity]

XD I know what you mean. I am not gothic, I just like strange things, and my parents are just very strict and straight-laced. They want me to look girly and what not, and its not who I am, and there is no way of getting through to them. They're just veeeery closed minded. I used to be goth-ish, and they hated it. I don't know, but I've never desired to fit in anywhere based on appearance. I just do what I do and what I don't.

[xander_akane]

Somehow I think I was shat out rebellious. I've never liked being told what to do, and very rarely subdued to anyone's "standards". I've done as I pleased, when I pleased. And yes, it got me in trouble, grounded, suspended from school, and nearly expelled. But. At least I stayed true to myself. I have a major intolerance for authority. And would much rather dress in a frou-frou frilly dress with a giant pink flower on it of my own volition, than have anyone else tell me how to be.

[bloodyxinsanity]

XD i know what you mean. i am just a sadist, haha. no matter how content i really am with things, i am never truly content unless i know that i am pissing someone off, or breaking someone's rule. i hate being told what to do, the problem is that i am just naturally a goody two shoes. i hate it so bad though. i wish i could be the badass punk chick, but i am too shy and it is not in my nature, haha~ i looove crossdressers a lot though. XDD and i am friends with many of them, which pisses my mom off. not that I care.

[xander_akane]

Bah. I'm a good enough guy. it's not like I commit murders to prove my points or anything. And I'm pretty shy m'self.. Upon meeting new people in person, it's been known to take me 6 months to utter a single word. However, there's ways around it. Even though I didn't speak, they knew what I was saying through my expressions. Usually the expression was one saying my friends were a bunch of idiots. Being a badass punk really ain't my department.. I'd actually prefer "The quiet guy who stands there and as soon as you turn your head that's when it all goes to hell." XD

[bloodyxinsanity]

XD I know what you mean. I truly admire people with the strength to rebel, haha~ I would be one to commit a figurative murder to prove I will not submit. I guess it comes with being very small and scrawny (okay, maybe not small. I am 5'6, but I feel veeery young, haha), and having strict parents. I guess I am treated as the childish, submissive type. Lol, and I kinda just changed from that as I got older. I am like Kyo - well, he is a masochist because he hasn't been dominated. I am the opposite, kinda sadistic because I've been over-run by so many authority figures, haha~