i feel better today. again. i dont know why. didnt change anything. just feel better. its sucks really. i really hate this. i wish i would just be one. not both...but im really not better. still a little "if-y". i still feel like crying, but i feel better in all. i dont know. im confuzzled ( Read more... )

Top five things
1. Music
2. My Aunt and Uncle
3. My Friends
4. My certain someone
5. *reserved*

what do you do when you've found the one for you, but hes already found the one for him.....

...and its not you

i dont know. i feel so weird. i feel like i just want to fall off the face of the earth for a few days. just disappear so no one can bug me. meh. i dont know. im not sad. im happy really. at least i was earlier today. i was so happy it was great. then its just like.....BAM!!!! and im like this. so ya ( Read more... )

first let me say. im saying hi to everyone. been a long time. i wanted to get away from the crap this damn journal causes. but it seems you cant get away from it no matter what ( Read more... )

goodbye

all i have to say about yesterday...is perfect. couldnt have been better in any way shape or form. teh best day of this god forsaken thing called life.

thank you trena.

oh man. today is voting day!!!! oh man. everyone who can. go vote. its so important its not even funny. oh man. you should all go vote. oh man. if you dont vote. dont complain. or ill have to kick you in the ass. you dont have a right to complain if you dont vote. me. i can complain. i cant vote. stupid age limit. grrr ( Read more... )

for all the people out there who are my supposed friends. FUCK YOU! for all those people out there are my real friends. i love you guys to death.

and for the sake of staying in touch with my friend that dont live in chicago. its staying. sry to disappoint all you. but you can live with it.

goodbye

someone teach me how to delete these god forsaken journal...im done. my life is no one elses business...only my own...