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well i got bored..so i fuct up my journal. hehe. look at my icon. focus on my crazy emo sweater. ♥

is everything hard to read?

good.

sigh...well it's for sure that bens gone to oregon..nobody really cares. but i do! so does kellie. :-[ that guy at coconut grove kinda looks like ben...kinda..sorta..not really..no. aregasgla;ssh. o well. hot topic wont be the same with out you ben.


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BEN FUCKING MOVED AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'( :'( :'( :'(

why??? WHY??!??!?!?!? WHY THE FUCK WHY GOD DAMMIT?!??!?!?!?!?!!?!??!?!

you dont even know how pissed i am now.

i'm not even gonna fucking update.

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weekened went by fast. but it always does. roar. yesterday i went with mama to ryan and philips luau. it was ok. not much to do. there was only one other kid my age but he wouldnt talk to me lol. o well. after that..went to the mall for the facial thing. i went to hot topic for like 15 minutes. n saw kellie n her mom. but i had to go. facials hurt ( Read more... )

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i guess i feel bad that i dont feel badi heart your band. ur a good singer foo foo!! haha. yea. today wasnt that great. i took the bus in. i had to sit by this really...bitchy looking girl..n this guy that looked like jake. @_@ it was raining. heh. speech...i sat back with caressa. cuz we're cool like that. i forget what i was doing but i wasnt ( Read more... )

a;sldfkasd;lgkahsd;glashd;lgahsl fuck it. today i had to go back to school. cuz my dad didnt want me to stay home again..even tho i'm still sick. he said all i do is talk to "harry" all day on the computer. like theres anything else to do?i tried playing guitar but i was having sucky ass guitar days...roar ( Read more... )

k well yesterday i stayed home from school cuz i'm still sick. it got worse on easter. it SUCKS. so yea i felt like shit yesterday. i had nothing to do cept take medicine. i talked to billy all day. cuz he's cool. i had to go to the doctors again. so i could get MORE medicine. he said i might have mono. so i went back home n talked to billy more! ( Read more... )

yea well..thats it for freedom. school tomorrow. i dunno if i'm gonna go though..i'm still sick..and seem to be getting worse. :[ anywho..yesterday was a total waste. i jus sat around and played guitar. n talked to john. he was bored too...being bored SUCKS. i was watching saturday night live n cracking up. fucking prince talk show lmao. paula ( Read more... )