I'm sick of every plan I have failing. I'm sick of getting my hopes up just to have them shattered. You see, this is why I'm a pessimist. If I think that the monkey at the zoo's going to fling poo at me, and then he doesn't I'm happy. Now, if I think I'm safe from the monkey, and he flings poo, I get really upset. So it works better to be a ( Read more... )

So it's better from all but one angle. Now we're leaving Friday, and returning Sunday, not Thursday. This will make for a relaxing vacation, but that means more time from home...YAY...Now to get ready for dad's b-day.

So I have quite the interesting vacation this year. We had discussed Paris, but my dad doesn't have the frequent flyer miles for 4 tickets. We discussed Cancun, but my sister and I said that we would get bored at the beach, and it was looking to be kindof expensive. We discussed Myrtle Beach, but we decided that though my mom, dad, and mystelf ( Read more... )

For some reason, there is something that is really pissing me off about aim, therefore, I'm just going to go anti-aim.

More people should get pissed at aim.

So everyone's afraid of something. Today, I was mowing the lawn, no big, but then all of a sudden, the neighbor's dog starts yapping really loud. Next thing I know, it nibbles on my ankle, and I yell "Go away you *(&% $@*&#^! !" And more or less on instinct, I just kicked it. Point being, I'm scared of dogs, even if it's this little thing ( Read more... )

So in response to the previous entries about debating my major, I have arrived at a decision. For the most part the reason I was interested in switching was that I thought that being an engineer would lead to a more stable family life, and just be better for raising kids. What I've realized is that when I practice, I'm pretty ok at valved low ( Read more... )

So my mom apparently relates to "losing identity" cool. Well...not really, she was whining about losing her identity as a mother...I was like ummm what do I say to that??? Oh well...she seems to have forgotten this afternoon which is good and means I'll probably get to drive again!!! YES. I'm just so bored with this summer. Oh well!

I need to get out of the house, and now apparently I "drive terribly" and have lost driving privileges. I suppose I deserve this summer after what I pulled at school this last year.

Welcome to the suckiness that is my life.

So about the change majors stuff...I'm not going to go throwing in the towel on music anytime soon. I'm just now at a point where my dad suggested to try and see what I can do this summer, and in the following year of school, and come back again next summer wiser before deciding anything. Honestly, I think that's bull shit. My dad just doesn't ( Read more... )

So for those of you who don't know, I've been doing my share of doubting. In Short, I am thinking about possibly changing my major. Don't worry, the decision won't be reached for like a year...I'm slow :) So...I wish life were easy, and yea...