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[bloomofnight]

I used to think I was a pretty decent person. Now, I see I'm just angry, bitter, desperate--a lonely, lonely person. I hate myself a lot, perhaps a little too much, right now.

What the hell is wrong with me.

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[ceilidh71]

being an adult sucks sometimes. *i* love you, if that helps any. i'm looking forward to going to the Blue Martini over the summer sometime. :) hey - who was in your 7th gr radio play group? was it Ioana, CHarlie, Carlie and Patrick? I found a tape the other day and will send it to you if it's yours.

[bloomofnight]

Dude. This sucks major.

It was Ioana, Charlie, Carlie, and Patrick. Send it to one of them.

[zarquan42]

this is the awesome thing about karma:
bad people do good things sometimes
and little by little good acts wash bitterness out

...I hope.

[bloomofnight]

Hmmm...Still waiting for it, then. Still bitter. And wet. And cold.

[littlesqueaker]

what is there to hate?

[bloomofnight]

Everything.

[littlesqueaker]

:(