Quasi last night at the glass house with alexis and travis. i had such a good time. i got kind of sick on the way up there though because i drank a PRO energy drink and i guess my body can only handle the novice kind, oh well. you learn something new everyday. other than that, we danced and sang and had more dance parties in the car on the way home ( Read more... )

I plucked the colors from underneath my eyelids and something in me collapsed into a black hole ( Read more... )

so i found this pair of binoculars with a digital camera built into them right next to the dancing flowers and talking catfish in my dad's cabinet of all that is awesome. i think he forgot he bought them and the tag said $450 so since i happen to like pricey things i decided to take them for myself. they are like spy binoculars. i love them. i dont ( Read more... )

The sky was vivid with navy and grey colliding to make the atmosphere. It looked like it was going to rain today. Almost. I haven't felt the currents run through oxygen like I did today. It was almost surreal. It felt like my cells were finally exploding ( Read more... )

Once we drove into the middle of nowhere at night; the air was dry and silent as it always is in May - silent to the point where we were convinced that we're the only two breathing in the entire world, but the toads and crickets were loud enough to mask all our words. (This place has this way of making you isolated and infinite.) I stopped the car ( Read more... )

"I start to cry, which I know he hates. It always makes him uncomfortable, angry. He thinks it's manipulative. But I can't help it, because I realize now that I don't know what the point of this argument is ( Read more... )

I do not live through experiences, I wait for beginnings. To be born again and again and again. (Like you, the Great Pretender) A space clean and unbroken and level to itself and nothing around it. Untouched, void but not expressionless, fervid. I open to it because to start over you don't have to unfasten anything. You never have to say goodbye ( Read more... )

we sit behind ourselves when we talk about death. we dont pretend to be afraid, we don't pretend to know the facts of the matter, the feeling just before. there is a table spread infinitely out infront of us. you say you almost died once. i laugh at first, but you don't understand, and so i ask you how. but it doesnt concern you anymore. you say ( Read more... )

so often, people talk about how fast it goes by, and im inclined to disagree each time someone says something, but i never do. but i do disagree. my weeks go by like years and my years go by like millenia ( Read more... )

haha. so today we were all talking and we've decided that if you have an abortion, you must go to the doctor and ask for your fetus out of the vaccuum so you can take it home in a little jar and fry it up for dinner.
having an abortion= eating baby for dinner. the end.
... now i really want to know what a little fetus would taste like?? haha.