Okay, so I've considered, several times, to have an entry up every now and then to describe how I am with my characters, and my current rl status, and things like that. So that I could 1) write and sort out issues/problems, 2) ramble, and other profity things! Or something like that. I'm actually too lazy to actually do these things regularly, but hay~. 8D When "talk about your issues" posts come about-- I. I just get lazy to write and my problems seem like an all-too-tiny penis that isn't worth mentioning. HOWEVER I think those posts are fantastic, just that I'm retarded. So! I'mma gonna be rambling about things in Bloo's journal instead. No idea how regularly, but whenever I feel the need to. This is purely personal.
First, a disclaimer. I, for one, really haet writing. Uh. Yes. Very much. Lulz. VERY RARELY would you ever see me writing PARAGRAPHS. I loev all of you and would like to reply to people and write all you guys really cool drabbles or horrifying porn but god my writing sucks. That and my advice sucks, and also I am deathly afraid of being misunderstood so this is why I avoid writing. But then rambling sometimes is fun, and also, sometimes I want to staaate things. GASP A CONTRADICTION!!1 but I digress. THIS POST would be full of ABRUPT TOPIC CHANGES! I-I can't help it okay. I'm no good at writing. I don't even pretend to be a writer; though I admit to sometimes pretending to be an arteest.
I take RP very simply! It's for having fun! Some days you feel more loved, some days you feel less loved, but honestly? I do believe you're always loved here. |D For me, OOC relationships are the most important- things that happen in game? Pfft. I'm not gonna get honestly pissed off because you did something that might be stepping out of line-- I'd either laugh it off, or if in srs cases, I will go to you and tell you that I am uncomfortable with whatever you did. We can sort it out by talking!
That said, I would really hope that if I do anything that you're not comfortable with, I would really want you to talk to me. Things are likely to go right past my head, so unless you point them out to me, I might miss them! I am a retard. I don't want to offend other people for things that I HAVE NO IDEA ARE OFFENDING YOU, so taaalk to meeee. It can go from "DUDE WHY DID YOU DO THAT" to "THAT'S OOC WHORE" to even "W-why do you never jump(oh god I typed that as hump just now) me/ talk to me anymore d-do u haet me y/n/put it in". Feel free to jump me any time! I will honestly try to remember to look out for you in threads so that I can jump you, if you mention wanting me to jump you. That said, I also vaguely aim to thread with at least one new character that my character has yet to meet, every week, for all my characters. :Db
OKAY and then there's the thing about me sucking. LET'S TALK ABOUT HOW I AM BY CHARACTER AND THEN OOC THINGS.
Toph: I AM IN AN OKAY PLACE WITH HER hay guys I honestly am amazed that I have yet to get beaten re: her. Toph has always been my primary, and still is, even with Bloo and Kanon. Avatar is also sort of my baaaaby! I am the most active for this canon out of all my canons-- it might seem obnoxious, but. :|b Potential appers? Tell me so that I can CAPSLOCK AT YOU. I WANT MY CAST TO BE FLUFFY AND RETARDED. This is clearly the way to go because ... man have you seen The Beach? If you haven't you should. It's hilarious and awful and GRATE all at the same time.
ALSO HERE IS WHERE I INTERRUPT MYSELF AND TELL YOU I LOEV SOKKA, KATARA AND ZUZU.
I find it easy to thread with Toph! She's versatile and interesting and I am still dandy with her! HOWEVER there is just one thing-- I have been skipping the Halloween stuff. This... would be OOC for her since Toph loevs fighting but I am a buttlazy buttass. So my brain comes out with an immediate excuse that. SHE'S BEEN DOING THINGS OFFSCREEEEEEN LALALLALALALALA. ... I would say that I would try to engage her in bossfights but it might be stretching the truth a little. I am more likely to, if I happened to be there from the start, buuuut timezones, other rl things, and personal laziness happens! RPing is not completely serious business to me, and personally, I believe I do have the choice whether to play or not. I don't want to feel obligated to play simply because of my character (sure it would be fun to play their interests, but I don't have to), or to push for my character to get involved in something that might be relevant to their interests.
Uh.... yeah. Some days I feel that Toph threads might not be interesting, but I'm pretty sure everyone goes through that every now and then! Moving on!
Bloo: Is my constant problemchild who sometimes isn't a problemchild at all. He's a lollercoaster. I don't have that much of a problem maintaining his thoughts and voice, because Bloo can potentially see things from both sides-- just that he will only see things from one side. I just have to pick the one side and make up ridiculous logic to back it up. Bloo is hella fun but! I have difficulty maintaining threads sometimes. A number of threads just don't do it for me; no offense to anyone at all. It's just that Bloo cannot engage in normal conversation for long-- he's not interested in listening. However, this little blue dude has also surprised me a bunch of times-- he occasionally turns a "... eh" thread to a "l-lololololol" thread for me. (And occasionally it goes from "omg dis r great" to "... o snap what am I doing orz", but that would be fewer! ... either that or I am repressing. Who knows!)
I also have a track record of dropping Bloo threads. ... I apologize like heck for this. L-like I mentioned before, I have problems maintaining threads with Bloo, and I swear, nothing I do in this game is meant to offend someone else. S-so BEAR WITH ME, Bloo is either a hit or miss or also a put it in. J-jump him k ;o; I want to play with him.
BUDDY IS ALSO AWESOME guys I loev talking to her :|b And GOO TOO uh she gets enough loev from being Sokka 8Db EITHER WAY you get the idea.
Kanon: IS MY NEW BOY. I haven't played much with him, and I... just sometimes hope that he's not boring! Or OOC! Or anything bad! Uhm. I love the boy, and I am happy to be able to play someone less straightforward than my other two. H-however, he is really really different from my other two! So at times I get flaily and retarded. I, however, like to think that I am doing okay with him so far. Sometimes I forget things but so far no real big problems. :Db The problems are that I just don't know his opinions on stuff, or how he'd react to ca-- oh what am I talking about; everyone gets that. I will roll with it, however! RPing is a JOURNEY TO LEARNING NEW THINGSSSSS. ... yes.
Cast is big and awesome a-and IT IS MY FIRST TIME APPING INTO A BIG CAST I hope I am doing all right and doing this boy justice! ♥!
Okay I forgot about the OOC things and now I am tired. HAH. THIS POST ENDS NOW.
.... upon rereading that I realize I will probably never be able to write a proper paper. orz