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[blowpop162]

I'm not even mad anymore, I'm just really hurt. My friends were they ONLY thing I had and now I'm losing them. It feels like all everyone wants to do is hurt me. My dad just said that I don't deserve anything and that my life is going nowhere. Sam completely ditched me on Saturday. I'm failing every class, and I got a letter from school saying that

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[xxstasixx]

it doesnt do much for me to tell you that you shouldnt feel that way, but your not loosing your friends. thats a rediculous staement to make. everyone just has different scheduals. i havent even talked to hannah in maybe 3 or 4 weeks. but the love is still there. if i didnt have a class with sam i wouldnt even talk to her in a week. we are here for you. we know that shit is going on, and we wish we could understand whats going on in your head, but its hard for us to get in sometimes. you are a very private person and i think you just need to talk to us, which you havent done yet. i love you milena. i hate to see you go through pain, your such a beautiful person. as far as the other stuff like school and drugs, thats your choice. we've told you to stay in school. ill call you later this week and we'll talk, ok? i love you.

[guinnessgal17]

Milena milena milena!!!!! Gurl wut is goin on???!! due to the fact that u havnt replied to my email yet im clueless!!! well sorta...i no wut ur goin thro..well minus the ciggs n speed but u no im here for u no matter how many oceans or miles or far away i am....i hope u feeel like u cn talk to me..cause even tho im not with u out there i really want u to be happy ..movin n the baggage that comes with it is hard n crappy so hopefully things will be better..which they will! and u arnt loosin the girls!!! u cnt be..there not like that..i realised that they'll always be there for me n im miles away..n u gt them rite next to ya!! its just its a big year for all of us so its not gun be like 8th grade pe!! lol good times...well email me n if ur feelin like shit look back on the good memories weve all had..Burak..."the picture"..u no wut im talkin bout!..all the gudd times at hannahs..."the incident.." oopps hah...FRENCH with ms.Fernandez!!! weve had soo many good times i think about them all the time n they really help me to feel better!!

[blowpop162]

Holly!!!! I need ur email! Mine changed! its mrvica51889@verizon.net now