What I;'ve come to realize these past few years:

life n ever goes the way you want it to, or atleast not in the order you want it to. unpredictable craziness.

stressed out and confused and needing ot make choices about a lot of things. i'm headstrong and i want certain things that arent nec going to go my way.

i odnt know what else to say

There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a, shoebox of photographs
With sepiatone loving
Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so ( Read more... )

i got 3 white roses sent to my house yesterday. i didn;t expect it at all.  alex is really sweet. it def made my day. so now i have a hippie and a marine who like me. and i dont really want to see anyone right now.. so i'm just gonna go with the flow. when i think of love i think of comfort. i want comfort and only one person makes me feel comfort ( Read more... )

i've got writer's block and i have a paper due tomorrow.  i hate that.

i found these poems by wilfred owen i had received a long time ago and i became sad reading them. i dwell on the past a lot and i wish i didn't. my heart is much simpler than i wish it to be. i'm reclusive and reserved and i dont talk to people about how i really feel. it's an ( Read more... )

go on.. tear me up from the earth. roots and all. i don't think i'd feel it this time

[i am an all powerful amazon warrior
not just some sniveling girl
so no matter what i think i need
you know i can't possibly
have a need in this world]

i laid in bed for hours and i came to no conclusion.

my dad bought this thing that helps you learn to play guitar. he has played for years. in my spare time i am stealing it and learning. i need to find my tiny guitar from when i was a wee one. it's so cute.

the claims man is looking at Jimmy right now. Gosh.. I hope he is repairable. I can't afford to pay off this car loan so I can get a new car, ( Read more... )

i finally have a plan for the upcoming year. i need  big change.

it will  be good.

What is normal?
This is what normal should be. this is what normal should be like.

John Lennon-
Love is real , real is love
Love is feeling, feeling love
Love is wanting to be loved

Love is touch, touch is love
Love is reaching, reaching love
Love is asking to be loved

Love is you
You and me
Love is knowing
we can be

Love is free, free is love
Love is living, ( Read more... )

I know there is strength in the differences between us
 and I know there is comfort where we overlap