i want to apologise that i dont comment much (actually i dont comment at all). i absolutely have no time, i'm always in a hurry, the university bastards dont understand that 17-yr old people just can not do all they say to do at home. and my coursework... yeah, life sucks!
i had a terrible headache today... felt so bad... tried to fall asleep during a lecture, but it didnt work. now it's better, anyway i cant afford to go down with flu or something. ok i'm off to writing my coursework!
i cant write my coursework!!! i havent done it before. i wasnt even told how to do it! i sit here, eat sweets and try to think, think, think... went out to smoke... nothing helps. i have no information, no ideas. i feel so dumb!!! what should i do???
Today i got up early coz i had the guitar lesson at 11... I dont rememberwhen i went to bed yesterday, i watched my new dvd, i bought it yesterday - Guns n'Roses, Use Your Illusion 1,2 - live in Tokyo, 1992. It's great, but i forgot that i wanted to buy Last Days and now i have no money. So what should i do now
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shit,my life seems so pointless now and i dont even want to whine... everything can change, it depends on alex. but he's a bastard, i'm sure he wont call. i dont wanna screw up. that's all, thatnk you for your attention!
i came home coz everybody left this fucking bar so i decidied to go home too. what a fuck up, i hoped to stay for the night. omg, fucking vodka, fucking weed!!! weed+vodka=feeling cool! tomorrow i'll be really ashamed of what i have done! but now i dont care! i suck at typing now!!!
hey :) today was not as bad as i expected! i took 2 friends of mine to "non-conformist art gallery" (i dont remember its exact name, anyway...), we saw many interesting things and pictures and it was really impressing!!! people who live in a big city mostly go out only to clubs and bars - that's not right. of course, we are alway busy and tired,
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