This is for you....
I am so sorry for what I have done. But in all honesty was it even close to what you have done, I could not even come close to explaining how upset I was. I never cared that you were friends with girls... someone added that in for the fun. The reason why I was so hurt is that I felt like another girl, nothing special and the things you'd tell me you didn't mean, and I was scared you were going to hurt me again. I didn't want that. Trust is a hard thing to gain once its been lost and I guess I learned I still didn't trust you. Going behind your back was nothing of this matter, that was a fraction of why you should be mad at me, it wasn't like him and I planned that...its was a last minute decision, we didn't do anything of what your worried about. So your willing to lose everything we had for these problems? Do you really think thats a good idea? I know that I would regret a decision like that, thats why I came back, you show no will to fight back or even fight at all....one little problem comes up and you back out. Thats not very strong and you are a strong person, you have been through so much and your doing alright very well might I add. So your not even willing to talk to me over something like this? Thats not the person I know....you seemed so willing to talk when it was you that made the mistake....And I listened