All I know is that I don't know a damn thing.

My mind is shredding me, and my anxiety is taking care of the rest.

And I'm back to my original state of confusion, frustration, loneliness, and the feeling of being completely lost.

Completely.

Lost.

I don't want to love anymore. Anyone. Friends, family, David. I don't want to love anyone ever again. You are all fucking liars, cheats, and backstabbers. I'm done with it. I'm done with all of it. I've been so fucking naive all this time just pretending that someone didn't say that about me or do that to me. Just pretending that she was just a ( Read more... )

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blu_firefly's Halloween party:

15hours dressed as a modest lizard.

felicityrose dressed as Madonna.

luke4907 dressed as a used car salesman.

tigertoothchik dressed as the Governor of Louisiana.

tofuboy42 dressed as the Foreign Power Ranger.

zerocool69 dressed as a disturbing self-made character called "Skipper Barfhumperdinck".

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By the way, my phone had an unfortunate "accident" and I lost all my numbers, so it would be SUPER if people could give them to me again, or call, so I have them.

Thanks,
Erin

I've been feeling pretty decent lately. I'm not about to let it go to my head, but yeah.. things don't suck lately...

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I have so much built up inside of me right now. I have no outlet. Letting it out would come at the expense of.. everything important to me. I could really use a good friend.. someone who wouldn't judge me, who wouldn't tell me what I should do. Someone who wouldn't make me feel like my feelings didn't matter. Someone I could trust and would just be ( Read more... )

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So I guess I fucked things up pretty bad this time.

I was only trying to make things better.

Guess I don't know how to not fuck things up.

I'm really good at screwing up my life... like a fucking pro.

1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the next 3 sentences on your LJ along with these instructions.
5. Don’t you dare dig for that "cool" or "intellectual" book in your closet! I know you were thinking about it! Just pick up whatever is closest.
6. Tag five people.

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