I've been really stressed out, depressed, and unhappy lately. I don't like myself or anyone else for that matter. I'm tired of everything. I work too much and play too little. I study constantly. I feel trapped and like I can't breathe. I want nothing more than to run away from it all ( Read more... )

I just don't care anymore. I'm not going to spend the rest of my life arguing with people. I've been in too many arguments already. I cannot stand invalid arguments and i despise assumptions. Okay, don't talk to me because you think I was pissed off at you. Fine. It doesn't matter. I'm getting too old and too tired. I'm not going to let ( Read more... )

I believe in true love. I believe I found true love. I just don't think true love is enough to keep two people together. I love him with all my heart; honestly I do. It hurts so bad but I had to leave. I couldn't take all things he's done to me over the past four years. He's lied to me, been addicted to drugs, and cheated on me. He may be ( Read more... )

There once was a time when I had faith in people. It was a long time ago. There was a short period of time where I thought people could change. I thought people could better themselves and be the person they always aspired to be. I believed all people were capable of honesty even if they weren't the most honest people in the world ( Read more... )

[] Here's his list of 10 bad characteristics about oneself that destroy relationships ( Read more... )

I did not sleep the entire night last night> I feel like I'm going to die.

I have so many unresolved issues with him and it hurts so bad. I don't even know what to do. Everything about our relationship was so screwed up. I don't think I ever want to date again. I feel so ugly and so bad about myself. Sometimes, I just want to cry. Sometimes, I just want him to hold me. At the same time, I feel like he screwed ( Read more... )

I got my new monitor today. It's flipping huge!!!! I think it might even be bigger than Mike's.... It's so big I don't even know what to do with it. LOL

oh the anxiety...
p.s. i hate when people smoke pot
...losers

so im given the impression that hes been cyber dating this new chick named nicole who lives in california just like he did with kimmy in virginia so now hes got an away msg up that hes going to see some band in cali...translation: hey caroline guess what im gonna fuck nicole just like i fucked kimmy i love ripping your fucking heart out and ( Read more... )