I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me- I’m going to smile.

Way to break a girls heart...

Revolution never happened.
There is no such thing as change.
Old thoughts and feelings can go away.
New thoughts and feelings can enter.
Actions change.
Do people?
Did I change?
Am I a different person than last year?
Last week?
Something happened.
I want to be that girl you fell in love with...

my heart hurts

so today was grad. rehearsal. It was boring and kalina's retarded. Then I went to breakfast with Helena, Tyler and Andrew. Then we went to the park in coram. Then we went to tyler's. Then we went to Andrew's.

Now I'm home and Liam still has people at his house so I'm gonna read until he can call me.

::sigh::

I have to most amazing boyfriend in the world!
We are perfect for each other!
He's the nicest person anyone will ever meet.
I never met a person that didn't like him.
He's the most handome person I ever laid my eyes on.
His voice gives me chills.
His hands turn everything into gold.
His mind is one of a kind.
He's my best friend.
He's the ( Read more... )

One day we're gonna leave Long Island. It's not that long away, but we're gonna do it. That means no getting grounded, no having to watch the kids, no getting screamed at, no fights for no reason, no-one to tell us what to do, and no one to turn our moods into tempests. Maybe we'll have an appartment at first... you and me, and we can go to school ( Read more... )

I'm a sad,sad girl today...

Sweet November.

So today I woke up and it was pouring. That always sucks. And I felt like I was gonna throw up. Then I threw up right before the bus came. I felt better afterwards so I decided to go to school and my mom wouldn't have let me stay home anyway. So I start walking out to the bus stop and as I got there I realized I didn't bring anything with my. I ( Read more... )