who is this person staring back in the mirror with tears almost constantly on her face? they come in the dark, after saying goodbye to the love of my life, when i'm truly alone ( Read more... )

i went a different route home yesterday after work because i just needed a change. it was stunning! it had just stormed and the sun was peaking over these incredibly dark clouds onto brilliant green orchards and vineyards. every once in a while there would be horses that would just burst into sight in the sunlight with rain drops shimmering on ( Read more... )

a. germantown impressed me with their fireworks ( Read more... )

this is interesting. i'm not sure if it's what my parents did with me or not. i think they tried and i didn't work hard at it until college. i was always a middle wayer, fighting for both ideas. not anymore. nonetheless, still really cool ( Read more... )

This is too surreal...

i got really sad saying goodbye to evan today. he's been really good to me as a boss and a friend. albeit crazy, but = (

thaaaaaaaaaat was awesome.

i love how maazel finally seemed to care about the piece and throw himself into it. we maybe threw ourselves into it too hard but that should mean tomorrow should be perfect.

just had an absolutely incredible weekend in chicago (minus the 11 hour wait at Laguardia friday after my flight was canceled doing everything i could to get on a flight out that night. i managed to catch one of the 3 that left that day, leaving at 12:30am having got there at 1:47pm) with the family and my baby boy watching my 78 year old ( Read more... )

the future's kind of looming and i'm scared of it.

seriously.

i'm back and i'm not sure if i'm all that happy about it

our vacation was awesome and busy...i'll update more later...so tired...so many photos to upload...