No words, my tears won't make any room for more ( Read more... )

Le sigh ( Read more... )

Eleven hours in the car with my grandmother, and I'm happy to report she's still alive and we've made it safely to Georgetown.

I can't decide whether to go take a nap or sit by the water. Nap seems to be winning out.

Yay. Vacation. :D

So, it's possible I'm growing up ( Read more... )

Well, that's done. Excited to see what lesson I've learned from the past two months, because right now I feel like it was a giant waste of my time ( Read more... )

Does anyone remember the game Wizardry on NES? It was an RPG, back when RPGs were simple. Any time you came up against an opponent, your options were simple: fight or flee. Lately it seems like there's not much worth "fighting" for, and option #2 has been my default setting. My initial response to stress is to remove the problem, in its entirety. ( Read more... )

Today was fantastic. Talked to Korbin this morning and again on my lunch break, keyed in a credit card app AND $20k auto loan app, met Lesley for ice cream and Yankee Candle browsing after work, then met Chris for a beer at Chili's tonight. I work in the morning, going for lunch with Lesley after that, then spending Saturday and Sunday with my ( Read more... )

Story time. :) Korbin came back earlier than I thought and I got to talk to him Sunday afternoon, when I didn't think I'd be able to hear from him before that night or Monday. We chatted for a bit around 2:00, and then again around midnight. He had to go at one point for a guard shift, and wanted to call me back but didn't want to wake me up. I ( Read more... )

Reading through old LJ entries... and laughing. Wondering why I slowly tortured myself for two years, staying with Chris. What they say about hindsight being 20/20 is so true. While I could almost kick myself for staying in such an unhealthy relationship for so long, I have a hard time regretting it. Not because of any spectacular moments that were ( Read more... )

Last night has potential to be one of the worst night's sleep ever.

Had trouble falling asleep again, even though I didn't take a nap yesterday so I could fall asleep last night. It was probably 11:30 or 12:00 before I actually dozed off. Then, God only knows why, Jack started whining at 2:30 this morning. And wouldn't stop. I thought maybe he ( Read more... )