long, boring

[bludgeons]

my current situation has been my situation for the last year or so. i'm getting tired of it somewhat. at times, like tonight it makes me feel like a horrible person. there's a person/guy in my life that stays a constant. we'll call him person #1. for the last year, he's always been there when i needed someone to go to. this is my latest example. i

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[lemccartney]

That's all is do hard to give a opinion...

Well,just thins in it :

My mum married with my father without love,just coz she was already 25 and she was afraid to be alone.

Now they two are apart,she is old and alone.

What I mean is to you don't be afraid to be alone,coz you'll find someone who really loves you and you love for real also.

[__lasttofirst]

sometimes you just always need someone.

[ovcal]

boring my ass.

your becoming co dependant of an object [ pretty much]. i know he's not an "object" but that is what he is in your life. he's not a best friend to you. or a clubbing buddy. or a sex buddy. he's just there.
that's the worst part.
you don't need someone to go to every once in a while when your down or need something. you need yourself and you need to figure out how to accept that.
now that's the hard part.

i love you megan.