first week of school is officially over and it was alright i guess.. i got all of the classes i wanted, but not really teachers that i would have choosen ( Read more... )

i want to give you all i have to give. i want to show you what i'm made of. I want you to see me for all that i am. if i only had an opportunity to. Am i worth it or am i not? Would you even know? You claim you want me and that you really care, but if i was in need, would you be there? You never have time even though you say i'm always on your mind ( Read more... )

hello, i am at kelseys house. and we just returned from the beauty parlor. and now we're hangin out at her house. she did my make-up. its looks so super hot, its sultry. la de da. hee hee
and now i'm on the computer just gkashgjkashgaj adopting a fetus-


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today has been like thee worst day. well not thee worst, but still pretty bad. everything just seems to be going wrong. and everything/everyone seems to be falling apart. and theres nothing i can do. plus i woke up this morning feeling naseated (sp?) and getting hot flashes. but i still had to go to work, so then i'm like fuck that and went home ( Read more... )

You are the wind beneath my wings.
The grill across my face.
You are the fuel in my machine.
That special place.

You are the sunshine of my life.
My first and only love.
You are the apple of my eye.
You suck my blood.

And I Hate you more than life itself.
I even hate you more than i hate myself.

I hate, therefor I am.
I am, therefor I hate.

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i am currently at work but i'm taking a break b/c i feel like it. morti is at my fathers house, i miss him so much that i had a dream about him last night. yesterday tor and i went to the gym. and we were supposed to do something later at 7 w/ Ger, (but someone never answers his phone!) it didnt work out. tonight i'm am supposed to go surfing w/ ( Read more... )

today i moved from my moms house to my dads house (temporarily) b/c we are getting new floors put in at my moms house. it was quite the pain moving mortimer (snake) he threw a fit. i would too if my home was relocated. but hes chill now ( Read more... )

my stomach...ouch i am in pain. since last night when molly and kels spent the night, constant pain. it hasnt stopped and it is really putting a damper in my current life. i even had to cancel going out to the movies w/ ian and michael ( Read more... )

today i went to the mall. got back my $ from the britney spears concert. i was supposed to go w/ melissa weller. stupid flusie who knocked up (i think) maybe she did sprain her ankle, unlikely story. You know what happens at britney spears concerts...Massive Origys. hee hee. then i went to sephora, spent like $125 on make-up. how disgusting.

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Just got back from the gym w/ Ger kels and tor.

then i fed my snake. stupid little mouse was bitting my snake (morti) so morti got super pissed off and constricted him. hee hee. it was awesome. i'm proud. morti has a fattie lump in the middle of its body. its funny.
today i cleaned my room w/ kels. i have a green carpet...hmmm. its so beautiful ( Read more... )