Apr 24, 2004 11:56
i just don't feel pretty anymore.
When I looked in the mirror this morning, I almost cried. I just hate myself sometimes. I feel ugly and useless.
Why do I still feel this way?
I thought I had gotten over all my self esteem problems.
The sad thing is, I don't have any excuses this time.
I'm just not pretty.
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When I first met you, at the Steel Magnolias try-outs, I hated you. You brought out my competitive side, my bitchy side, my catty side, and I hated that.
Then, after summer, we started working on the play together, and I found out how awesome you are. I enjoyed having conversations and spending time with you, and you grew to be my favorite person in the cast.
And I realized (well, I actually knew it all along, but it didn't hit me until then) that I was just jealous. Jealous because you're gorgeous, you're talented, you have guys lining up to date you, you have a great personality, you're thin, you have beautiful eyes, and oh... did I mention that you're gorgeous?
I would say that I can't understand how someone as pretty as you can not know it, but I can understand. It happens to all of us. And though everything I just said might not mean anything to you, I just had to say it.
--Annie
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Is this one of those situations where you are saying that you're ugly just to hear others say that you're not??? It better not be!! Or else!! :-D
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