hello again, my dear old friend

[blue_eyes_05]

I have not written in here for an eternity

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Uhm..yea

[orange_sunshyne]

I thought you and I were friends...I really did.
But when Josh called me (you remember Josh, right?) saying that you were telling people at your school about what happened b/w me and him, I was needless to say shocked.
Then I started getting nasty emails from Jessica, his ex, and I couldn't understand why you would tell anyone. That is if you really DID tell people. The only thing him and I ever did was kiss, big whoop, not that big of a deal and its something that happen forever ago and never needed to be brought up again...
But you did.
And I don't know why.

Re: Uhm..yea

[blue_eyes_05]

It came up with Jessica's best friend Ashley, who I am friends with. She was asking me about Daniel, and if he was friends with Josh, since she knew they both worked at Target. I asked Josh who? and ahe said Jessica's boyfriend. I was kinda shocked and was like yeah, my friend katie daniel Josh and I all know eachother. Then Ashley flipped out and was like Katie who? Katie who? Monroe?? and I was like....yeah....why? And then she asked if you and Josh ever got close, because Jessica was positive something between you two had happened. I said you and some friend went out together but I didn't really know. Things just started getting out of control from that point. I felt terrible a. because Jessica started cussing ranting and crying, when ashley told her b. because after jessica talked to me, not only did i find out that they were still seeing eachother when you and Josh got close, but he came to pick you up from work one night right after being with her c. because know I was torn between a friend who had stopped talking to

[orange_sunshyne]

Ok, this are alot more clear now. Yea, I found out that him and her were still together, and that made me mad, too. I felt used, betrayed but no where near as much as Jessica must've felt. And I did lie for Josh, huge mistake. I did end up telling Jessica the truth cuz she deserved it. And then I thought things were over. Then I got another email from her saying soemthing like, "Oh so you gave Josh head?" and I'm just like, "ok...wtf!" Cuz that never happened. I'm sorry that you got dragged into this stupid shit, and I'm sorry I accused you. But what was I supposed to think, ya know? And never did I use you to go to prom. I wasn't even going to go until you told me it was possible and I was so happy, and had so much fun! After prom was when the school year started winding down and I was having alot of problems with school, which were causing problems at home, and if I did veer away from you, it wasn't intentional. Lol, its funnie, I kinda felt the same way, that you were somewhat avoiding me, or just not really talking to me. I guess

[monzkey]

Katie, I attempt to stay connected, you just aren't around. You don't call, I call when I can. Its more like you've moved on, along with the rest of Maryland.