I need to express my depressed attitude towards life right now. Life sucks. my friends are akwardly avoiding interacting with me. its slightly sad. everyone who watches from the outside is always saying to just forget about them. im sorry i cant just forget about someone. i ad to do that last year cause someone dropped me for his girlfriend. i hate ( Read more... )

Wow it’s been awhile. I’ve been a little busy because I have taken on the responsibility of being the editor of both the newspaper and the yearbook. Oh well.. it looks good on college apps right? And on that note, I’m scared to apply to college cause I am not too positive I will get in. My grades this year arn’t too bad but they could be better. ( Read more... )

so tonight i cant sleep like i cant its impossible.. so i went on google and searched my name my dads name blah blah blah.. but then i searched this girl whom i miss alot.. Elyssa Meyers. She was so beautiful. I will always be mad at her for leaving on such a bad note. But i will always remember her on a good one. i still cant believe what happened ( Read more... )

wow lifes just full of stuff.. we had that boring ceremony thingy and then out to Pikes Perk to see Mels friend Booby Doran play and he was quite good.. then we took a roller coaster ride with Chance, Neal, Zoe, Julia, Hope, Polls and me.. yea we all fit in a jeep wrangler.. scary.. but thanks to Chance ( Read more... )

So lets just say that again I have come to the realization that I just dont give a shit. And well this time its gonna stick. Since not alot of people actually aprechiate how nice of a person I am or was then well now im just not going to be little miss nice all the time. unless i like you as a person because your genuine and stay one person and ( Read more... )

It has come to that point in time when you wish you didnt have to know the truth. Then again you didnt realize how mean someone who you considered to trust actually is. What the fuck have I ever done to deserve this? Its like all of a sudden you are told that your this past year has been lies and you only have 2 weeks left. That hurts. And "when ( Read more... )

THIS WOULD BE THE POINT IN TIME WHEN I REALIZE THAT I KINDA MISS CHICAGO BECAUSE THE PEOPLE AT FVS DRIVE ME CRAZY. SATS TOMORROW.. CANT WAIT.

HOPE AND POLLY UR THE BEST CAUSE U MAKE ME LAUGH! XOXO ME

"what are you suppose to do when your stuck in a world that you cant hide from?"

this is why i moved to colorado.. perfect day.. a little hot though.

"BUT FRIENDSHIP IS PRECIOUS, NOT ONLY IN THE SHADE BUT IN THE SUNSHINE OF LIFE; AND THANKS TO A BENEVOLENT ARRANGMENT OF THINGS, THE GREATER PART OF LIFE IS SUNSHINE"
-THOMAS JEFFERSON

"Suicide is killing the one person you can actually change .. and if I could turn back time.. I wouldn't hate you for leaving me"