One of the things that strikes me the most is how you said I never gave any indication of how much I understand, or how much I appreciated you. I don't really know what to say. I have difficulty seeing myself through someone else's eyes. Do I really seem like I don't care? I think I understand why you assume I don't understand you think, if that sort of makes sense... No, it doesn't. I used to think I was innocent, too, esp. mentally, because people built me that way. Then I met people who actually are. Innocence is relative. As for not showing appreciation, it was wrong of me to assume it was one of those unspoken things. That was an unforgivable thing for me to do. In case you haven't figured it out, I'm terrible at expressing emotions. (That's half my fault, and half the way I was raised.) >_< <--[I need emoticons for real life.] Thank you for telling me, though; I need to work on that. Guess it took me several years, but: I appreciate you!!!!! if that means anything
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I used to want to be you, too. It's kind of strange how nobody wants to be themselves. >_<; You are stronger, you have a more colorful personality. You're better with people, understanding. You have clear talents, and you can admit your weaknesses. Next to you, I always feel mediocre at everything.
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One of the things that strikes me the most is how you said I never gave any indication of how much I understand, or how much I appreciated you. I don't really know what to say. I have difficulty seeing myself through someone else's eyes. Do I really seem like I don't care? I think I understand why you assume I don't understand you think, if that sort of makes sense... No, it doesn't. I used to think I was innocent, too, esp. mentally, because people built me that way. Then I met people who actually are. Innocence is relative.
As for not showing appreciation, it was wrong of me to assume it was one of those unspoken things. That was an unforgivable thing for me to do. In case you haven't figured it out, I'm terrible at expressing emotions. (That's half my fault, and half the way I was raised.) >_< <--[I need emoticons for real life.] Thank you for telling me, though; I need to work on that. Guess it took me several years, but: I appreciate you!!!!! if that means anything ( ... )
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You are stronger, you have a more colorful personality. You're better with people, understanding. You have clear talents, and you can admit your weaknesses. Next to you, I always feel mediocre at everything.
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