wow...i'm tired...and fustrated...some people know what i'm talking about...yeah last night was fun...i finally got to get out and go somewhere and didn't have to do work...but getting home at 12:30 is fun...lol...yeah this week hasn't been the greatest sense some events have come up and somethings have been said and found out...again some people ( Read more... )

man today was pritty good until i got on the way home and heard all the songs my mom was listening to...it made me realize that my heart is about to possibly break but for now is just really sore...the realization of somethings that have happened recently is overwelming and sometimes it builds up to the point that i can't stand the pain anymore so ( Read more... )

hey everybody...well this has been a great long weekend...the two parties i got to go to were great especially the movies...lol leslie...it was great staying up until 3:00 in the morning then having to get up at 8:00 for church...wow talk about falling asleep in the middle of church...lol...but hey we all had fun right...the only bad thing is that ( Read more... )

finally it's the last day of exams...man i hate taking them...my chemistry one today was sooo hard...i think i may have failed it :-(...i know that i did good on the lab practical though...80%...yeah...lol...i have no homework tonight...thank goodness...i just hope that i don't get too bored tonight and i hope i get a phone call...heh...well talk ( Read more... )

omg i had to have had one of the greatest weekends i've had in a while...i got to go see jordan for most of ya'll that know him...we had a great time together but the hardest part was saying good bye at the end...i miss him sooo much...i just hope that the next five weeks goes by fast because then he'll be able to come home...

people want me to be happy and not depressed right?...of course they do...well believe it or not i used to be...but the sad thing is the fact that i've been depressed for soo long that i don't remember how to be happy and don't even remember the times when i was happy and rarely depressed...

i'm having fun with my new cellular device as nicole would say...lol...yeah i got it yesturday...:-D...well new years was ok...i didn't have as much fun as i though i would...atleast not as much fun as i had last year...hehe...well i'm kind of tired from a long day...by the way the wedding was awesome...

well i'm home now...it's been a rough last few weeks because my depression has really hit me hard and my medicine isn't working at all...i haven't slept well or even eatin right sense i don't know when...i don't know what's wrong besides the fact that i'm depressed...but the thing is what caused it is amazing...well i'll talk to most of ya'll later ( Read more... )

wow you know what's amazing...most people want to remember their past...what happened through middle school and high school...so far i'm not like that...i want to forget and dread remembering...ever sense the day my grandpa died when i was 11 nothing has been the same...i've gone through alot sense then and don't wish any of what has happened to me ( Read more... )

imagine...the world goes into total meltdown because you made a decision...imagine nobody understood why you did that...why can't this person understand that i'm trying to keep them from going into a total system meltdown...from having to see me in one...my question is why can't this person see that i just tryed to help them from ending up there ( Read more... )