depressed as usual

[blue_flames]

so i just got back from Nicole's senior recital...wow...she played this piece called "I am streched at your grave" and i almost lost it...it was really moving and so was the Jethro Tull... as i said to nicole i hope my senior recital is something even close to that... it just really depressed me b/c i don't think there is a chance for me to get an

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[madcat2183]

You're still just a sophomore sweetheart... I dunno how things work there but usually that thing you dont have to worry about that early.

Theres gonna be a lot of times that you're gonna wanna be further along than you are. I feel like that all the time... and for a non-major I've work my ass off when it comes to music (you of all people know that.)

Its easy to get frustrated and dragged down by it but you have to use that barrier as motivation to keep working at it and you will get better and better.

NO ONE I have ever known in my life has worked as hard to get where they are as you. I watched it happen. From the day I met you... you just worked harder and harder all the time... dont let go of the momentum. Good things are in store for you... just keep it up and you'll find them when you get there... when you get there... not if... when.

[sehnsuchtkuss]

Hun, like I've said before, a lot can happen in 2 years, and it will, just keep working like you are. You don't know how to fail, and I know that about you. You know that I'm here for you always, and everything will be ok. I love you.