its been 3 fucking weeks...

im gonna be brave and ask him to be my valentine...and see what he says because i really like him... i dont no why i broke up with him for htat ass hole....i am so stupid...i hope he will take me back...

i cant get the message through jeanines thick skull. arg shes driving me CRAZY! im not with denny anymore because there is someone else and i dont even no why i agreed to go out with hi in the first place. all it did was start more fucking drama. ahhhhhh!! i cant handle all this shit at once!!!

i have a nephew! hes 2 weeks old and his name is Ronyn. i love his name...its so different and cute. anyways, i cant wait to MEET him...i just found out today that i have a fucking nephew and im so excited. jason finally had a kid!! yay!!

....his name means little seal...kinda queer but, hey....i have to love him anyways....

i have become OBCESSED with sewing...but only with a sewing maching, not by hand...i have made like 15 bags and someone bought one from me today for 25 bucks...yay ( Read more... )

today was my last day of partial...i feel so unsafe now. im scared im going to hurt myself again....ill try not to....im scared.

im back...well sotra.

i am being a lab rat for a stupid neurological testing experiment thingy-magigy. it has made me realize how unstable i really am. i feel like i have once more hit rock bottem once i thoguht i was better. sorry for being all emo again i just dont know whats wrong with me... maybe this test will show results...that are actually helpfull....thank g-d ( Read more... )

im so surpriesd that can updatee this from the HOSPITAL...yes i am at UCLA westwood hospital call my mom and ee if u can come see...io dont know how longi will be here...i miss everyone! see ya lata...

<3

i got put on hold twice today for innappropriate touching...how is it innapropriate if both people like it?