Upset venting, please ignore

[blue_lexicon]

Why do I end up losing everyone close to me...?

My mother carried me fore seven and a half months and I never got to meet her because she chose my life over her own. My father died because he was trying to keep the family living. Now I've lost the only person who ever loved me.

I'm just going to hold on to my books. They will never leave me.

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[ixarms_reloadxi]

Duuuude... D:

Here, have some man-hugs *hug*

'cause I totally know how it feels... ;~; Sort of... I've personally never had anyone just up and walk off, but I've definitely had someone I loved with all my heart ... leave, is a nice way of putting it.

Don't worry- despite what they say, you do forget. Eventually, you will, when you find someone else... or someone else finds you and picks you up and cleans you off... and then holds you tight and makes you feel brand new and unbroken. Then you forget. 'cause it hurts to remember, and it's just human nature.

[blue_lexicon]

Thank you for your words. But I don't think there's any hope left for me.

[ixarms_reloadxi]

It always feels that way. Trust me. Just try to ignore it, Buddy... It gets better. I promise.

[blue_lexicon]

No it won't. Thanks for the positive thoughts though.

[sandinthecity]

You probably think I'm an annoying bastard, but the sad thing is: I know just how you feel. No, for real. Family? Psh, what a joke. Friends? Yeah, you feel close for a while, but all it takes is a switch in job locations of something to rip you apart. Love? Well, I'm still holding out on Roxas, but I'm not gonna rely entirely on it.

Fact is: shit happens to this little circle of people more than anyone else, it seems. At the very least we're here to hold each other up. Don't forget that, eh, buddy?

[blue_lexicon]

Thanks for the thoughts Vaan