i'm so so sorry, jenn. that's such a terrible to do, especially to someone he's been with for so long. you don't deserve such shabby treatment. you're probably one of the nicest, most considerate people i know..
it definitely seems as though matt isn't what he used to be. he's turned into something else.. something not even worth crying over now. you're much better than that and i'm sorry he's making you feel like a big bag of shit.
seriously: fuck him. don't let some inconsiderate asshole make you feel less important. xox.
thank you very much gordon. it's friends like you that have helped me through all the previous bullshit, and will help during all this new stuff too.
i've had a day to think about it, and i've calmed down a bit. i ate some soy nuts and made some tea and had a long walk, and saw my friend in etobicko. i realized that i really shouldn't be that angry, because i'm a strong believer in karma. what goes around comes around, and he'll get some really rough come up'ins for everything that he's put me through and hopefully this new girl realizes that he's actually a huge asshole. it's just sad that i regret ever being with him now, and that i actually hate him and would be happy never hearing from him/seeing him again.
do you want to hang out sometime this week by the way? we can chill on my front porch and talk about nickleback more? haha.
Well, the fact he feels no remorse is kinda not cool. But, you can't dwell on it. Hopefully, in time, you feel pity for him more then anger. Sounds to me like he's not a great person, and that's a real tragedy. Especially when he's been in contact with a wonderful person like you, and your friends. Hopefully he'll realize how horrible he's been and feels not only remorse, but genuine sadness at the state of his life and how he's effectd others.
Also, don't kill yourself, but if you do, remember that Robbie the Razor says it's down the block, not across the street!
it's true. it's really funny too-he did all this shit to me and i remember for the longest time he'd preach about honesty and trust and loyalty. and the whole time we were in paris and i was crying myself silly, he was probably writing her love letters and imagining himself screwing her, and lied to me for however many months it's been. haha, what a fucking hypocrite. i guess this chick must be some huge bimbo with low self esteem if she's willing to date a guy that would gladly break up with his girlfriend of three and a half years 5 days before their trip together, lie to her the whole time, use her to mess around with, and then flat out treat like shit and never talk to again. people are dumb
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hi dear. i know it sucks right now, and he's a stupid prick for doing that to you. but i also know that this means you'll have him out of your life, and move on to bigger and better things! things that are beautiful and awe-inspiring and amazing and full of love, things that will make your mind bigger and your heart stronger and fill the world with good. everything will be okay. everything will be wonderful. soon, i promise.
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it definitely seems as though matt isn't what he used to be. he's turned into something else.. something not even worth crying over now. you're much better than that and i'm sorry he's making you feel like a big bag of shit.
seriously: fuck him. don't let some inconsiderate asshole make you feel less important.
xox.
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i've had a day to think about it, and i've calmed down a bit. i ate some soy nuts and made some tea and had a long walk, and saw my friend in etobicko. i realized that i really shouldn't be that angry, because i'm a strong believer in karma. what goes around comes around, and he'll get some really rough come up'ins for everything that he's put me through and hopefully this new girl realizes that he's actually a huge asshole. it's just sad that i regret ever being with him now, and that i actually hate him and would be happy never hearing from him/seeing him again.
do you want to hang out sometime this week by the way? we can chill on my front porch and talk about nickleback more? haha.
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Also, don't kill yourself, but if you do, remember that Robbie the Razor says it's down the block, not across the street!
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i know it sucks right now, and he's a stupid prick for doing that to you.
but i also know that this means you'll have him out of your life, and move on to bigger and better things!
things that are beautiful and awe-inspiring and amazing and full of love, things that will make your mind bigger and your heart stronger and fill the world with good.
everything will be okay.
everything will be wonderful.
soon, i promise.
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