it's so close, yet so far....And then, I'm going to be old!!! Which does have it's pro's aned con's. But meh, I'll suffer and be 18 for a year...*weeps at thought of youth ending*
anywho
ttyl
Moi

I've never really had any teenage angst before. And now I'm up to my ass in the stuff. I just keep having realisations about my life and the things that have happened in my life ( Read more... )

the proof is in the pudding!

I don't know...kids today lol Me and my friend Sam went to the cinema to see I Robot (it's still stalking me, seen it 2wice at the flicks and now it's next to my telly on pirate!!!) and a girl we know called Shelley saw us. Me and Sam have both recently split up from people and so once she saw us 'alone' going to the cinema she gave us 'the look' * ( Read more... )

And I'm the only guy, damn the Ministry, damn them all to hell!

Hopefully if my friend David gets off his ass and replies to my text I'll find out if he's tagging along. I want a job in Retail. Not sure really. I hate tricky things, I'd rather be dirty and sweaty digging or moving heavy stuff which I'm use to coz it's easy. It's tedious things that I find most taxing ( Read more... )

I must thank you David for being there for me last night and morning lol, I never meant to keep you up that late. I'm just gonna chill and keep to myself for a while, and see where I go from there.
Yours always
Aya

The subject says it pretty much. I'm not sure I am turning Gay, but my needs to try, to test, to see if I am are ever present these days.
Everything seems so permanent after a year with Toni, it just got to me I guess.

I'll talk to people in person

I decided to take the day off from college and stay at Tonis house. She isn;t here, just her Mother and Grandmother, but they're watching Tennis.
I don't see the relavnce in this update, except for the sake of updating.
Getting a new double bed in Toni's room, should be fun ;)
ttyl
Aya