xxxxxxxxxx memories do choke, me and daren broke up and my month away is supposed to be a "test month of healing" for hopes of a reunion when i go home. and everybody is telling us that we are so up and down that it is not worth it and he is believing them. which hurts as i've been trying so hard to quit smoking and be on the happymeds and shed my old skin. but there is nothing i can do anymore except wait and see and live in my own paranoic exromantic nouveau-reluctant-realiste head. four years is a long time :( and love is a shit. cat power understands, at least. would you really throw yourself into the river tyne? :( i'm sorry about this long personal comment. perhaps hermitizing is really the way? xxxxxxxxbig fence and onwards and upwards, wallet :)
You just inspired me to write a new journal friend. I only today updated mine for the first time in a long time, because i just don't identify with this person anymore. Perhaps it's time to create a new account. Cheers
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you don't know me but you will.
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Cheers
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