I still can't believe what happened last night / this morning and how it all happened.
Completely unexpected.
Makes up for last weekend entirely.

This is going to be fun.

Watch me
Touch me
Hold me
Feel me
Treat me

Like I matter.
Like I'm not just another piece.
Like you want me for more that what you simply see.

10 Things I Want (Unlikely, In Somewhat of an Order)

1. My best friend back
2. All my friends back
3. This emptiness to subside
4. To go back to June
5. G (still...I know, I'm absolutely pathetic)
6. THAT feeling
7. To be somewhere, anywhere else
8. A new roof
9. Normalcy / Familiarity
10. Clear skin

Tossed is that cypress boat ( Read more... )

I climb buildings to sit on roofs and clear my mind ( Read more... )

"He looks to me to be in heaven ( Read more... )

I realized last night that I possibly have the worst luck when it comes to substantial romantic pursuits.

boy 1: heartbreak
boy 2: hook-up
boy 3: gay

It's tragic, but at this point, all I can do is laugh and hope that I'm not completely hopeless.

It hasn't stopped. Everyone tells me it will, but I'm beginning to doubt it ( Read more... )

 I keep having this dream where he's there and she's there. They're there together; laughing, touching, kissing ( Read more... )

 I miss you, Kansas.
I miss you, Seattle.
I miss you, Paris.
I miss you, Tours.
I miss you, Portland.

I miss your touch, your smile.