once again...

[blueanole]

maybe it's possible that i will never be able to make up for the mistakes i've made.

that as much as i try to really make a new start and prove
to everyone that things are alright, and will really be ok
now, that i might just never get that chance. that in everyone
else's eyes i've fucked up, and that it will never change.

what do i do with

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[cinemaphile17]

Well, I honestly don't know what you are talking about. But, for myself, when I start thinking that "everyone" feels a certain way about me (usually it is that "everyone hates me")I feel better if I step back and think about who that "everyone" is. Again, for myself, it is usually a small group of people in the grand scheme of things (my immediate family, 1/3 of my workplace, 1/4 of my film crew) but the idea of any group having negativity towards me overwhelms me and I forget about everyone else who doesn't hate me. meh... this isn't helping much is it? I'm sorry...

Are u allergic to cats, or is that your mom? My mom and bro might come to my apt for a mlow-key dinner thing tonight, and you would certainly be welcome. It would give myh mom someone to talk to in the car and I would love to see you!

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[blueanole]

nope, it's my mom who is allergic to cats. sorry, i didn't see this post until much later!! i'd love to hang out some time though. i love cats:) do you have my cell?

[sasquatch00]

*HUGS* Please call me and talk!!!