um...
so at what point are things supposed to turn around and get better? i've really been holding out- i keep assuming that if i try really hard and get up every day and do whatever i'm supposed to and try to smile and try to act like i don't feel like i've been totally striped down and hollowed out and then maybe backed over by a truck, that things
( Read more... )
Comments 1
*HUGE GINORMOUS SANDY HUGS*
Too bad you weren't in Phoenix last night, we had fun drinking. I hear you on the loneliness thing. I know it's not the same, but i do get that a lot in NYC, hence the desire to get out. I hope you can find something to look forward to, 'cause even a little thing like a fun weekend or something can help make life more bearable. If you can get the car fixed and that other thing taken care of, then I would do something drastic. Move out of state, like to Colorado or Florida or someplace you've always wanted to just for the hell of it. *HUGS* Call if you want, I'm flying back to NYC today.
Reply
Leave a comment