Comments | bluearies07: Is it just me?

bluearies07

Is it just me?

Nov 13, 2005 00:59

Is it just me or am I actually a loser? Sometimes I feel like I was forgotten, and most of the time I really do think that's the case. I rarely get called by anyone to do anything - most of the time I only get invited to do things because I, yes I, called someone and they probably felt bad so they invited me anwayz...I really am pretty tired to ( Read more... )

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angelofmusic85 November 13 2005, 07:03:20 UTC

I miss you. After reading this, I had te urge to get in my car and drive to you........but there's that small thing called life that constantly gets in the way........feel better, Ryan, and know that you are loved.

Gosh... bluearies07 November 15 2005, 07:45:23 UTC

I really wish life could just stop, just push the 'hold' button and take somet time! I miss you like WOAH, seriously! I love you too sweetheart and you better believe that over Christmas break we shall be spending some time together!

actinsenior04 November 13 2005, 07:26:51 UTC

aww, ryan! it'll all be ok, trust me. sometimes it's good to be alone- i've been goiung through a loner state quite a bit lately. but trust me... if you were closer to here, you know ashleigh and i would be calling you all the time to do stuff :) it's just the way it is :) so snap out of it and either take some time to yourself and find maybe some new friends as well, or come home more often, you big galoot!

Galoot? bluearies07 November 15 2005, 07:46:30 UTC

I guess I am a big Galoot! Thank you so much for the kind words Rob, ,I really did help cause I feel much better now =)! miss ya!

the REAL losers... piscestar12 November 13 2005, 17:05:07 UTC

ok, I don't KNOW which friends to whom you are referring....but as somebody who lives in a different town, maybe i can say this without getting jumped or bitched out....i KNOW you, Ryan, and you see the good in people, which is a great quality. Unfortunately, it can also get your feelings trampled on when you see the good in people who don't treat you like they should. I've known you for, what, 6 years? You are a great friend, and if these people don't see that, then...well, you know. I would LOVE to have you at my disposal to hang out with all the time ( ... )

And the Loser is... bluearies07 November 15 2005, 07:53:30 UTC

Not me, lol. I definitely wasn't referring to anybody outside of the Tallahasee borders. I was solely mentioning those who have the ability and, as it seemed, completely, or mistakenly passed it up. I miss you so much Ashley, you are by far one of my best friends on the face of the planet. I would seriously do just about anything for you, "come rain or some shine!" By the looks of it, I was really just freakin out for no substantial reason - just being a bit on the dramatic side. And THANK YOU so much for responding to my little post there. When I saw that you had responded I instantly got better! And I will try harder to protect my feelings more thoroughly, keeping in account the feelings I experienced just a few days ago. lol, Anways, I really do miss you - like the flower misses the sun, as cliche as that sounds! Love Ryan