hey this is Jill..im really sorry about the way this happened. I don't know you so its hard for me but please understand that as a girl I can still relate with you..I have recently suffered in a very similar situation...it was awful to go through..so knowing that I am partly responsable for making you feel the way described above makes me feel so selfish for what I have done.
Not to sound like a dickhead Jill, but I sincerely hope that that "similar" situation wasn't ours. And mostly the reason that it was kinda messed was because of miscommunication on both our parts. But it's done and over with. So please don't say you "suffered" through it, 'cuz that makes me feel like it's all my fault .. and I hate feeling guilty like that .. even though I did mess most of it up ..
Jill i cant take anything you say seriously because 1) i hate you 2) you saying that you went tru something simialr is the dumbest thing ive have ever heard. if you had ever gone tru anything anything like this you would never do it to anyone else. you have no idea how i feel and i would appreciate it if you would leave me the fuck alone. bye
I for one find this all very interesting, it's like a teenage drama on tv just real pathtic lives we are dealing with. You intrigue me most of all your life is so pathetic that someones elses happiness just pisses you off. I think it is a serious mental disorder, and an amusing one at that. Your hate for Jill is ironic when she has suffured the same things and also has appoligized to you. I almost bet Will introduced him self "HI I am Will and I want you but this will effect my meaningless fuck buddy, do mind if her feelings are hurt" Thank you for the entertainment. By the by a great end to the show would be if you and Lee would hook up.. ...amused
ok so either you ARE actually jill or you are just using her comptuer. my comments log IPs. and im not pissed off about anyones happiness i am pissed off about the way Will has treated me. Jill was all pissy and shit because she said lee USED her... she dosent know used. I thought that will was a good friend of mine but it turns out hes a fuckign asshole who just wanted sex, or a good time or whatever. and after all of the times i bitched about boyfriend to him abd of all the times he said "you deserve better than that" and "if i was with you i would never do that" he went and fucking did it. not only do i feel like ive been lead on for quite some tiem, but i feel betrayed violated hurt and above all rage. i thought that me being the only person he had had sex with that wasnt drunk or paid for would have ment something to him but i guess not
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Well... this looks fun.
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May 21 2005, 07:27:47 UTC
So I must involve myself.
Well... let's see.
1)Mr. Havoc... as you would say... Jill was the one that hurt you. But... how can you say that then bitch at her for saying she was hurt, and "It was totally fucking different. First of all, we agreed to the friends with benefits thing .. it was mutual. " Obviously you are right. Do people no think before they say such ignorant things?
2)Ms.Bluemu... I don't know you... so I can't say anything. Except... I've been on both sides of what you are going through... though you may not think it... it doesn't feel too good on either side. One has guilt... the other is broken. things that are broken can be repaired... perhaps not completely, but to some extant. Guilt... it eats away at a person from the core, and they become so confused, and it eventually breaks them...Only it's not as easy to mend this break. Get what I'm saying. 3)From the male prospective... if a female is going to have a physical relationship with someone and agree to have no strings attached or whatever. Most guys will
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I hope you feel better Cheryl, much love kid.
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Oh, and one more thing. I wouldn't be posting much more in Cheryl's journal. At least I wouldn't. But hell, it's your funeral.
Nice knowing you.
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...amused
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Well... let's see.
1)Mr. Havoc... as you would say... Jill was the one that hurt you. But... how can you say that then bitch at her for saying she was hurt, and "It was totally fucking different. First of all, we agreed to the friends with benefits thing .. it was mutual. " Obviously you are right. Do people no think before they say such ignorant things?
2)Ms.Bluemu... I don't know you... so I can't say anything. Except... I've been on both sides of what you are going through... though you may not think it... it doesn't feel too good on either side. One has guilt... the other is broken. things that are broken can be repaired... perhaps not completely, but to some extant. Guilt... it eats away at a person from the core, and they become so confused, and it eventually breaks them...Only it's not as easy to mend this break. Get what I'm saying.
3)From the male prospective... if a female is going to have a physical relationship with someone and agree to have no strings attached or whatever. Most guys will ( ... )
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If you are smart enough to use a proxy server and bounce your IP around, you must know what server you are doing it with.
Unless you are pretending to be a computer nerd and just used some n0ob spoofing prog.
And guess what, even though you can spoof your IP, most packets that are sent today also include your chipset ID number. which CANNOT be spoofed.
So, if someone wanted to find you, they could. Don't think youre that secure.
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