Failure to Lock (due to emo/angst/etc. >P)

[bluebeetlerider]

((Late post is late. :P Backdated to just after the Canaletto/Stalker bird post.))

Is it possible that I am still as indecisive as I was two years ago? Perhaps I am weak, seeing as I was unconscious for most of the final battle.

Maybe I am powerless.... Dol Arrah, what if I am unable to keep my word? The shame would be too great....

Comments

[glowy_brows]

Aikka, it's not your fault, what happened back then. We had no idea what we were up against.

Don't believe a word he says. Canaletto will say anything to instill doubt in your heart.

[bluebeetlerider]

You are right.... I suppose I let him hit too many of my weak points. That decrepit bird... curses on his wicked soul.

[glowy_brows]

You're not the only one. He triggered Eva and a few other people, too. He's had twenty thousand years to perfect his techniques.

Don't worry. As soon as things settle down around here, I plan on trying to pinpoint his location and facing him head on. I'm tired of running and hiding. It's time I stood up to him and destroy that evil creature once and for all.

[bluebeetlerider]

Twenty thousand years? Dol Arrah... is he staying alive simply out of spite?

Understood. I would be more than willing to join you in the fight, you have my word.

[mollyforeva]

Aikka... he dropped half a temple on your head. Falling unconscious after that wasn't weak; hell, it's a miracle you didn't die.

I believe in you. I know you'll keep your word.

[bluebeetlerider]

Half the temple? I did not think that much had fallen.... I am still thankful that I wasn't attacked while unconscious.

Thank you, Eva.

[mollyforeva]

It definitely looked like it. Okay I could be slightly exaggerating, but still. So am I. You're a true friend, losing you on top of everything else that happened then would've been horrible.

You're welcome.

[bluebeetlerider]

I understand your meaning. I thank you for your kind words, they have lifted my spirits greatly.