what? say it one more time...

[blueberry15]

Kissing strange mouths under lights I've never seen before.

Unsure of myself, I let go, and put everything in the hands of God.

The words come out right, but...

Is this right I still wonder?

He'll let me know I suppose. I just have to pray harder...

aly

Comments

[heart_x_gun]

in my old deadjournal my background was the fairy in your icon. i kinda look like the fairy too =P in other words i love your icon!

[blueberry15]

That's awesome! Where did you find my journal?

[heart_x_gun]

mm i dont really remember lol i think it was going through my friends other friends and i found you?

[tigerfood]

Kissing someone is something I do rarely, I think it is better that way... Who was the lucky guy?

Never stop praying!

r.a.w

[blueberry15]

I suppose I was talking about Dave. lol. The keeper for the soccer team at my college, but I don't know...ha.

He's a cool guy. I hope he actually likes me. Hmm...

the only thing i ponder

[stolensoul]

the only things i ponder consist of: how do i know there is really a God out there. at times i feel so alone, so dirty, so used, trampled, abused. others times contentment fills in, warming the blood in my heart, making it race faster. the only thing i truely want an answer to is: if God answers me in my dreams, do my unforgiven sins blindfold me and muffle my ears?