I haven't slept in days, and my heart is still sad for what I lost, but happy for what I now have ( Read more... )

I'm totally over Markus! I'm really excited about that. Caitlin and I are hanging out right now, and there's a lot of girls over. Do you know how LONG it's been since I've just hung out with girls? Forever, but...after a while I can't do it. haha. Girls are too indecisive and...girly. Anyway...I'm really tired and everyone except for Steph and I ( Read more... )

Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me...

Hmm. So, things are getting better. I've been running and eating healthy, and writing some...it's been great.
There's this guy Chris in my PE Soccer class at MSU. He's really yummy, and he talks to me a lot. I want him.

That's all.

aly

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Markus and I broke up today.

I will never be the same again...

OH WOW. That's all I can say. Markus kpet telling me he was gonna get pulled over someday by a cop and have done nothing wrong, and that he was going to smart off to the cop. I thought he would have the guts to do that, but what he REALLY did....just....uhm...just read ( Read more... )

So, I've realized that I leave most big things that I'm doing out of this journal. If that's not awkward. So...I'll update you guys on what's going on. I went and saw the Counting Crows last weekend with John Mayer. He was okay, but the CC were the absolute BOMB. OMG. I couldn't have been happier. Except...the venue SUCKED butt. I get to see ( Read more... )

I hate my job so fucking much. I wish that I could quit, but I have to make money. I think I'm going to start working in softlines again, though. I remember it being bad, but I think that it was probably better than being a cashier. No position at Target is really a glorifying one....unless you get paid salary...wait...not even then because when ( Read more... )

You know, for the guy that makes me happiest, I sure am upset a lot. I freaking cried. I've been CRYING. Yes...me.
Thursday night: He calls and says he's on his way over from Blockbuster, so he'll be here in like 5 minutes. So 20 minutes later he calls and says oh, well...I'm over at John's. We're all going to sit around and do nothing, so I'm ( Read more... )

I did this cool thing on AOL, and ( Read more... )

Markus and I are like...BETTER THAN EVER! He apologized for being so...rude lately, and he told me it was NOT my fault at ALL, and he was sorry that it was like that, and he would have told me if it was something I was doing, and I felt so much better, and tonight...was great ( Read more... )