Honestly, sometimes I think you get a little too into RP. Like, crying when your muse cries or hating a character because your muse does, that happens sometimes, but for you, sometimes it just feels like it gets a little extreme. But you're also really passionate and kinda crazy, so it happens. Also, it's one of your few outlets away from the depression of everyday life, so yeah, you'd get attached to it. Kind of like how some cosplayers are drama-whores escaping their own lives, or why people bitch over little things--because they need some outlet away from the real problems since they're problems they can fix.
XD I don't think it's to any unhealthy point, just some extremes. That quote made me laugh, though.
I think I cry more than Cube has ever cried. But yea... I have deeper attachments to his CR than I really should talk about.
I used to be very paranoid about it but I don't care anymore. I just try my best to make sure whatever is me doesn't mix into Cube. But I don't care if it goes the other way. I can't live without obsessing over something... imo, this is healthier than my previous obsession... at least in it's final stages.
People will hate me or like me for whatever reasons. I have tried so hard to please everyone and I have become a miserable person because of it. I only feel embarrassed about my feelings in RP because I have never heard of anyone else who felt as attached as I do. I know it's weird... but I don't want to lose this. Besides, it could be worse.
Yea, I hate drama so much. That's why I stay away from RP!S and junk and just live in my hole... under a rock... with spikes on it.
I'm all about extremes baby! LIVE TO THE EXTREEEEEME!!!
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XD I don't think it's to any unhealthy point, just some extremes. That quote made me laugh, though.
Go drink sleepytea. XD
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I used to be very paranoid about it but I don't care anymore. I just try my best to make sure whatever is me doesn't mix into Cube. But I don't care if it goes the other way. I can't live without obsessing over something... imo, this is healthier than my previous obsession... at least in it's final stages.
People will hate me or like me for whatever reasons. I have tried so hard to please everyone and I have become a miserable person because of it. I only feel embarrassed about my feelings in RP because I have never heard of anyone else who felt as attached as I do. I know it's weird... but I don't want to lose this. Besides, it could be worse.
Yea, I hate drama so much. That's why I stay away from RP!S and junk and just live in my hole... under a rock... with spikes on it.
I'm all about extremes baby! LIVE TO THE EXTREEEEEME!!!
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I think I'd sleep if I had food...
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