and that issue is this:

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If I'm such an optimistic person, why is my writing always so god-damn depressing.

I am incredibly incredibly frustruated right now (and work is just the sweet, squishy cherry on top).

I have been struggling with the same issue all of my life. And that issue is this: I am too nice.

TOO. NICE. I hate the word nice.

I am too sweet, I am too kind, I do

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this journal represents who you are. "depressed" is more read as "insightful" by me. it's okay not to be happy all the time, in fact, when people feel like it, it's great to think about feelings and sort out how to be a "better" person. not a kinder person, or a person that is better for others, but a person you want to be. hopefully that person loves who she is, and who she stands for, and what she really feels and thinks as much as she loves all the people in her life that give her life meaning