you can never really SEE what is happening around you when it is happeningVery true. I suppose once you start noticing that things are changing you begin to think about what started it all
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Im really grateful that you read this rant and actually took your time in replying, i honestly really appreciate this :) It's nice to know that, even though we've never met, you actually understand me more than most people I know! It might sound as if im trying to be an ass licker but im not, the things you wrote were really true. Especially about the bit about Ella and college - everything really :)
I dont know what it is, but im blaming it on hormones and all that scientific shizzle xD Im usually really optimistic and easy-going. I only write about the emo stuff on lj and forgetting to write down the 'good days' as well so ihope you wont get a bad impression of me ;_; haha BUT! Im looking forward to start anew ^^ ''You'll find it better to get to know everyone instead of focusing on one person. Then as time goes by, you'll be able to see a person who you get along with that little bit more. ^___^'' <<< Im going to follow by that rule forever aha :D
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It's no problem! And it's okay, you don't sound like an ass licker LOL. Your choice of words there make me smile. XD
Yes yes, those hormones. T______T Hate them, truly. Right now, I feel like wanting to overly stab a few people, but then happy at talking to normal folks like yourself. I hope this gets better when we are older haha. Ahh, I don't have a bad impression of ya! It's good to let it all out. :D I wish I could do that.
Phew, that's good. And it's great how after one day feeling bad, the next day seems to be so much better and more full of optimism. I guess it's just how things work. And I wish you lived more near Birmingham. XD But at least we ARE in the same country wahah.
And also, I'm not a socialite myself, as with a lot of people our age. So, you're not alone. ^^ At least if you can talk to people when you ARE on the computer, it might make you feel better. When I feel lonely but then chat to someone, there's more chance that your mood will lift.
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*hugs* I hope you'll feel better soon.
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thank you, it nothing really though, ahah. Just hormones :)
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It might sound as if im trying to be an ass licker but im not, the things you wrote were really true. Especially about the bit about Ella and college - everything really :)
I dont know what it is, but im blaming it on hormones and all that scientific shizzle xD Im usually really optimistic and easy-going. I only write about the emo stuff on lj and forgetting to write down the 'good days' as well so ihope you wont get a bad impression of me ;_; haha
BUT! Im looking forward to start anew ^^ ''You'll find it better to get to know everyone instead of focusing on one person. Then as time goes by, you'll be able to see a person who you get along with that little bit more. ^___^'' <<< Im going to follow by that rule forever aha :D ( ... )
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Yes yes, those hormones. T______T Hate them, truly. Right now, I feel like wanting to overly stab a few people, but then happy at talking to normal folks like yourself. I hope this gets better when we are older haha.
Ahh, I don't have a bad impression of ya! It's good to let it all out. :D I wish I could do that.
Phew, that's good. And it's great how after one day feeling bad, the next day seems to be so much better and more full of optimism. I guess it's just how things work.
And I wish you lived more near Birmingham. XD But at least we ARE in the same country wahah.
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At least if you can talk to people when you ARE on the computer, it might make you feel better. When I feel lonely but then chat to someone, there's more chance that your mood will lift.
Man, we should totally meet one day!
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